🍒Kerasi Theos🍒

@kerasitheos.bsky.social

Welcome to my Cherry Farm, I have cherries. :) 🍒Vtuber 🍒Metal Musician & Screamer 🍒He/Him 🍒Lv. 26 🍒My Girlf: @figmentation.bsky.social TWITCH: twitch.tv/kerasitheos ~ Art Credits: http://kerasiart.carrd.co ~ Other Links: https://kerasidemigod.carrd.co

I just finished playing Doom: The Dark Ages | Revelations. It's actually insane how massive it is for a DLC. Basically another game inside of the game, and somehow improves on nearly every single aspect. I have a feeling I'll be playing Revelations more than the base game xD

🍒STREAM TODAY🍒 ~ 3pm PST / 5pm CST ~ Haven't been here in a minute again. Or 2... or kinda 3... or 4... I got some stuff I wanna SCREAM about (like Sony with physical games lmao) so we'll be chatting before hopping into CRYSIS 2!!! I hope to see you there :)

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One of the things I always struggled with is having so many ideas and concepts for stories, but not having a way to tell them. Recently, I discovered audio dramas, and I've been OBSESSED with this shit dude. Idk why I never tried this, but I haven't Anyways, I'm writing an audio drama now :)

Rough work day today, my god... I worked for so long that I got home and was able to shower and go to bed, which I'm about to do right now. No dinner, no relaxing on a chair, no movies, no games, nothing. Just work, shower, sleep. Hopefully tomorrow is better ;-;

Here I am once again lol Every time I think of singing, I get so stuck on the fact that I hate my voice and I refuse to try it. The problem is that I feel I'll never be a true musician if I don't sing. So I tell myself to be okay with never being a musician, cuz I can't learn that one step. :(

Last 2 days were absolutely insane. Like, just so much shit was happening. Idk how to explain it, but it feels like life isn't real. Like, I don't have a home to go to or something. I think I got so overwhelmed with it all that I still haven't processed any of it. Does this happen to anyone else?

I'm starting to really miss the era of 2022/2023, when I first started Vtubing. Having the goals of "I wanna get popular" and seeing that change quickly into "I want friends and a community to do fun things with." I've been thinking about that a LOT recently.

Dude... I wish social media was more social. Feels more like an endless parade of meaningless content and noise rather than making genuine connection and conversation with humans. Its very overstimulating and lonely.

I think the thing I hate most about my ADHD is whenever Im being creative, most of the process is just... Not making it... Making a video? Watch a small part for an hour. Making music? Listen to a small part for an hour. Making progress is SO hard, cuz I SOMEHOW get distracted.

I appreciate y'all coming to the stream, even with my internet acting up lmao I'm trying to figure out what the hell is happening with it. Until it's done, I won't be able to stream with it. Definitely not sure how I'm gonna handle that, but we'll see.

🍒STREAM TODAY🍒 ~ 2pm PST / 4pm CST ~ IT'S BEEN 2 MONTHS, I HAVE MISSED YA!!! Gonna be talking about what I've been up to during my break, I got a lot of yapping to do lmao Then MAYBE Gmod maps later, but no promises xD

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You know what I miss? A lot? Couch Multiplayer. Modern co-op games with discord are fun as hell, don't get me wrong, but nothing compares to split-screen Halo or Gears, or flippin' ARMY OF 2. I used to have family tournaments on Smash Bros Melee. Different times, man :,)

I saw the Mario Galaxy movie yesterday. Constant eye candy from start to finish, and not in a good way. The movie is so unbelievably fast that the only memorable thing is the pretty visuals. I hope others can enjoy it more than me, cuz I don't have anything nice to say. :/