does anyone else start getting depressed and starts oscillating between deep sadness and being evil or am i just fucked up a way that even therapy can't address
devennnnnnn
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The full wraparound illustration! If you're wondering if I painted all those mosaics by hand the answer is HELL YEAH (with many pauses to protect my fingers and wrist) You can back it HERE: www.kickstarter.com/projects/wra...
i did cobble together a sketch for teenage luell the other day to stop myself from having a fullblown breakdown. maybe i will finish this eventually
i don't want to draw anymore i got so burnt out and i feel depressed and everything sucks and i feel alone all the time and i'll get over it but at the moment i just feel like ass
#artfight2026 revenge for @w3n119.bsky.social ! Sicar and Crane, inspired by illuminated manuscripts.
i don't want to downplay how hard it sucks to not get revenges or attacks on af but the amount of "people only draw for popular artists and i'm angry about it" i see is always like.... you should not be drawing for someone thinking they aee obligated to revenge you and that's the crux of this issue
true to form i strained a muscle in both my hip and my arm yesterday falling into and then out of a canoe, hoping i can power through that enough to draw SOMETHING tonight
I really hate the “I don’t owe anyone anything” mentality because we actually owe each other and this planet a lot. You don’t have to be selfless all the time or burn yourself out but you should be kind and helpful and compassionate to the best of your ability. We need to care about each other more
i love luell my son luell i drew him as a quail bc he look like this to me sometimes
sunbather - digital painting I saw this female blackbird a few months ago airing out her feathers on the hot patio, looking utterly ridiculous
keep remembering i made luell's animal a condor and i want to draw gore for him... which i will but you know
i'm trying so hard to keep up with af i think i just hit a wall and i want to draw luell so badly ut i'm being strong i will post something tonight
also it's nice coming on here seeing everyone having fun with artfight and supporting each other bc i get on other apps and there is discourse everywhere about it 💀