Oh damn. When the garbage said "you could get so much better than me" And then I realize he really was right LOL
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Working out, this song came on, and honestly? These are my thoughts open.spotify.com/track/49XrmD...
Heartless
Malia Baker, Brendon Tremblay, Descendants – Cast, Disney · Descendants: Wicked Wonderland (Original Soundtrack) · Song · 2026
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Oh my god the amount of avoidant esque people in the dating pool is insane.
The dl journey be like "Super friendly, borderline gay" - I wear the gay confirmed shirt - "they avoid me for a few days" - one day they follow me into the locker room "So you a bottom?" 😅
Everything the last guy was, I literally want almost the opposite of now because I put all the barriers away to eat the shit lmao
I will not be investing in people who willingly hurt me and hide behind words to make it sound better again. I've moved on, and have returned to remembering that I love myself and that's all I need.
Girls, I'm getting really tired of people making it seem like they're available and then telling me "I got a lot going on I'll get back to you"
When someone violates a huge boundary and wound you vulnerable expressed, and they promised it would NEVER be like that - You're in the gutter
Went to SF today. A lot of memories that hurt to remember, but moving on
Going to hang out with an amazing friend today. Afterwards, gonna meet up with someone who's been sweet on me who just moved out here. No more trying to be there for those who don't want me.
Treating people a specific way and then hiding it behind words to rationalize your behavior truly is wild. I know I have things to work on, but when I have professionals validating my communication, I will not tolerate this in the future.
O.m.f.g I was today's years old when I was just informed "you know sugar honey iced tea is not, in fact, a song about being literal tea, right?" I want to die
One of my gym crushes just said to me "what are you, 26? How are you so much bigger and were the same age?" The way his face lit up when I said I was 39. I think he wants it
Life is hard, but have you tried lifting heavy while in a depressive mood? Iktr.
People are still using "I have an Asian fetish" as a pickup line, huh?
Wuthering waves yang yang sp gorlies?! If we aren't lucky we skip
I'm about to block every fuck boy in my life I swear to all that is queer.
Picked a gay therapist to transfer to and our first session was today. Please clap.
I never realized what a large support system I have in friends.
I've come to realize that I have needs too, and it's okay to exercise that right. Love works by growing together. I'll do it alone if I have to, but I'd rather you be here with me.
I wish I took more pictures. I realize now how scared I always was with people. All I have are the wonderful memories in my head. I'll hold onto these feelings forever.
Anyone who knows anything about my soul; it doesn't matter how long it's been, what we talked about last, or if we are worlds apart: If you need me, I will move mountains for you. I won't let people tell me I'm weak for that anymore.