help, I've retweeted like 200 posts of #Jaadugar on my private account, and downloaded like 70 images, and took like 100 screenshots of the anime help
HEY! Murder Drones people!! Give me your OCs, I’m gonna doodle them :] Told ya I’d do another one of these! Read the thread for a little more info <3 #murderdrones #murderdronesoc
hehe, accidentally had to see something related to the fanzine. fuck me. why. just a singular line or something on it to at least not have my brain not forget it and abuse me with it but that's over. I guess this brain is going to hurt me anyway.
that came true, I'm not surprised, I hope more of my prophecies come true.
neaba@kotsuni.bsky.social · 2y agoI can't do anything about it anyway, my brain will not forget it. everyone else is probably excited when the fanzine comes out, and I'm here fucking crying to myself. watching small and big moots on it, while I'm here fucking crying.
I don't need to see more posts about the fanzine my day is already stressed and ruined because of it.
everyone in the quotes are so happy. expect for me, I'm just suffering, stressed and sad. would've said if I could do a single drawing or a line but I can't.
After The Fall: A Murder Drones Fanzine@md-fanzine.bsky.social · 2y agoAFTER THE FALL: A MURDER DRONES ZINE 4 MONTHS, 179 ARTISTS, 303 PIECES OF ART, DIGITAL, TRADITIONAL, COSPLAY, MUSIC, ANIMATION, PAPERCRAFT ITS ALL HERE ENJOY :) <3 (PLEASE READ SECOND POST BELOW BEFORE VIEWING!) pngjamie.gumroad.com/l/AfterTheFall #murderDrones #uzidoorman #Serialdesignationn
I can already see the posts they're all excited, I'm not. why, must I be like this? I would've say, just a single line or little drawing but, I guess I can't do that.
what did i tell ya, everyone is excited for the fanzine while i'm suffering here.
No matter the learning material, no matter how they phrase it or show it visually this dumb fucking brain doesn't wanna learn.
giving up art, is getting more appealing everyday, why continue my stress because of the fanzine, my inability to improve and learn, etc?
just seeing people, who are younger or just a year older than me doing well at drawing is one of my ways to get demotivated.
accidentally saw the MD fanzine account. day ruined and stressed for the rest of the day as warm please, just a small drawing for them to remove this stress, or just let me add a single line.
