Kou!

@koukondaikon.bsky.social

【無断転載利用AI学習禁止 DO NOT USE MY WORK IN AI + REPOST MY WORK】 // 猫向けのDTMer&イラストレーターのフリーランサー // i draw cats and make cat music // ENG○・JP🔰(勉強中) // (they/them) @project2.bsky.social Website: https://koukondaikon.xyz/ Linktree: https://linktr.ee/koukondaikon

even if it’s quite rough, and i know it won’t last for long as much as i hope it does, but just for a little bit i’m able to draw something half-decent i’m sorry it has taken me so long

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I still don't know how to feel about the fact that I've been doing art for about 10 years now, and pretty much half my life I've dedicated myself to this thing that now people are caring less and less about :sob:

it's so satisfying seeing some code i copied off a tutorial like a year ago that I didn't understand at all, and now I can look at it and understand parts of it... it really is like learning a new language.... wow.........

this artblock has been going on for so long - then again i basically spend everyday doing nothing useful at all so it's my fault at the end of the day and of course naturally instead of doing anything about that i'm complaining here like the entitled prick i am because change feels so hopeless

I haven’t been able to make anything meaningful for the last couple days and I feel awful that I’ve just been lazy and wasting time - despite throughout all that time I really wanted to make something

It really does feel like there’s less and less spaces to be able to post art and not have it scraped for AI - it seems unavoidable at this point and that’s kinda depressing

I'm writing some lines for some characters and I'm actually fujoshi-ing out and rubbing my hands together like I'm seasoning something while writing them... Is this what writing a fanfic feels like???😭😭😭😭 (Just to be clear, I'm not writing fanfic, it's something else, and it's not a written story)