i sometimes regret leaving a friend group server. only part i still stick by is the feeling, intentionally or not, that i was pushed out of it. i don't know what's happening with that group anymore. i'm debating on giving up on the thought of being back.

hey. this one is going to be actually directed. harassing friends of mine and friends of their friends is extremely fucking shitty. log off and touch some grass.

real simple one right now. having a mental break at work. nothing's happening. i hate how i feel. my nails are digging into my palms because i can't pull away from a fist without immeasurable discomfort. i want to know why, and why the sight of something new in my steam library made it worse.

why must i feel extremely physically ill about something that won't directly affect me, and that i can't really talk about or elaborate on without making it worse; scared enough for physical symptoms on a problem i cannot solve.

concerns about personal future plans after involvement with read only memories probably slightly disorganized. 🧵