gets me weak at the knees and holding my heart because god to have the love of someone l iike that.

those two don't hit the little head. they hit a man right in the heart.

you might think that it lies between her legs but That might turn men on but it doesn't make their heart flutter the way nurturing and empathy does.

she leaned into it. was amazing.

I uh... I'm confident more and more on my own... but ... I really like that sort.

someone rather motherly but who doesn't want children. That's the dream. #women #feminist #feminism

but that is women's ultimate lure so once it's in play no mortal man can resist.

There's just aren't a lot of girls that are super empathetic and nurturing and don't want children. #women #feminist #feminism

kind of a problem, really.

although I don't want children I'm so fucking drawn in by women's motherly instincts which end up being the single most potent lure women have so highly nurturting types just sort of make me go mad.

I've talked about this too.

if it doesn't work out it's not because I don't want a fucking empath It just didn't work out with that one in particular.

the fact that I keep trying with the same type of girl is because I'm pretty confident this is what I want.

Both Alyssa and Mandy/silverrain had that in common both too bloody kind for their own good.

which is why I was utterly starstruck.

so she was a superempath. think women's empathy but on steroids.

Translation into even more basic English so you know exactly what I mean women are on average more empathetic than men Alyssa was more empathetic than most women if it was a competition for who was the most Empathetic she would have scored above average for her sex and towards the top 0.1% #women

Alyssa was highly empathetic. Like there's women and then there's alyssa with respect to empathy. s'why I still miss her.

That lead straight into Alyssa and I finally let go of her. I'm still sorta pissed like why do you do this throw yourself after someone who obviously doesn't want you and then when it doesn't work out ohh I'm done with dating only not

Empaths have the stronger lure though than even the firey sorts.

I guess I kind of have two types with respect to that.

But she'd rather be dumb and fawn over men who don't even like that sort.

Tristannaleigh was a very firey sort so helll yea I would have gone for it.

When a girl is so evidently strong and a force of nature that has a powerful lure too.

she was a lot like me, Strident, stubborn, aggressive, and strong. I go for that sort of thing pretty hard too just like I do for empaths.

I don't go for just any lady myself like... there are a few styles of girl and personalities that really grip me but it's not every girl.

Part that pisses me off the most too is that meanwhile the real thing being myself was just left in the dust there.

Shark infested waters I have to swim in and I'm not happy about it.

as a strategy men often in dating will take what they can get and then leverage it to drum up jealousy with the girls they actually want. #feminist #feminism #women

I mean my own creepy ex friends laid the reality on that one bare to me.