I do pretty good with my envy problems as I've gotten older but the only one that still sets me off is seeing people get to move in with their long distance partners HOW NICE (dude who wishes it was them)
kazualty
@lamiaceaemoth.bsky.social
rat born out of rodent wedlock 🐀🔞 (talkin abt dnd and ffxiv) this is my side account, I just talk here and post things that I won't put on main. my main is @tricksterair.bsky.social go there instead
had a looney tunes ass moment of spilling my coffee all over me on my walk cause of a gust of wind (i wish i was kidding)
[trying to sext] I’m gonna suck on it ‘til naught but ash remains
good chunk of my job is watching divorces happen in front of me in real time
"create an account to continue" oh my god just fucking kill me
I thought I looked good yesterday but I literally looked like this when I washed my makeup off
I have 3 different dates I can hope to get tickets for the zelda concert when they go up watching the bloodbath today has me so fucking scared guys
i keep getting lowkey nostalgic for my mississauga apartment (which is proof nostalgia is a disease cause I was genuinely miserable at that time)
(driving through a lot of fog) haha this is just like silent hill (i see a representation of my biggest error in life tailgating me) oh fuck
having any sort of artblock is maddening, bitch just draw!!!!!!! I know how to do this!!!
i should clarify, when i write people doing bad things, it's because i am bad. they are me. more importantly, when you read about those bad things, they also become you. that's how story works. in fact, you are going to think about murder before this skeet ends. how's that feel, sicko.
finished dawntrail main story last week and still thinking about how insanely good this song is www.youtube.com/watch?v=GXPF...
Queen Eternal Phase 2 Theme "Paved with Resolve" - FFXIV OST
YouTube video by Uvi
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i wanna go to a renfaire............. i wanna go to one so bad guys
anyway all this to say I've reached my wits end when it comes to events not wanting us that I'm attempting to eliminate all possible reasons that we're being rejected for and doing a whole brand rehaul (exhausted)
doing graphic design for gf and I's store and everyday I can feel the urge to give up and hire someone take over me but the micromanager in me is like noooo you can totally learn this
If i actually make a sticker/postcard club people better show up for it or I'll cry (not really but itd be fun if I could make this work)
Kaz has been dressed up as a jester in dnd for awhile now and you wouldn't know it cause I STILL HAVEN'T DRAWN IT FOR SOME REASON............... next thing im doing when I make comm progress I SWEAR
feeling insecure about stupid things but i can't let it win, I need to be more insane
real reason hiking in the forest is great is u sometimes just find stuff. like this
girls love to vaguely allude to a pivotal event in their oc's life and then never elaborate on it
still flirting with the streaming idea but its genuinely hard as fuck to come up with a mascot that isn't kaz.... stares at my hands...... who AM I
another kaz wol while i attempt to lock in and finish stuff
