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all pronouns ok – AuDHD – depression – queer 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ – married – 40+ – Hyperfixation: BL in all variations, learning Thai – movies, series, books in general – master of monologuing – mostly friendly – English is my second language – no nazis, no terfs, 🔞

I learned in therapy that when I don’t understand social interaction, I should ask how things were meant, before the brain goes haywire. But yeah, no, maybe that’s not a good idea after all. My autistic ass is taking a break until I know how to deal with that.

Five hours #GMMTVNext Line up 2027. Today is my free day so I could watch the whole thing live but man, am I tired now. So many shows. So much non-BL. So many GL-shows. So many ensemble-shows. Soooo many young and new faces (😭). One handful of shows I’m really excited for.

Work is easier, while listening to an audiobook. Still listening to “semantic error”. The novel is so much better than the series and the German translation surprisingly enjoyable. I think Choo Sangwoo is one of my favorite autistics (yes, just headcanon, I know) in BL.. 😌

I wonder if there is still an apartment available in #TheDDorm so I could move in.. 😩 It’s funny and I enjoy it very much. I love that it’s not BL but still queer and all the Domundi actors playing with the tropes and the ships and a lot of references.

ao3 has protection against basic data scraping which is used to train AI, taking works offsite exposes them to that risk also, a lot of these fics may have been only accessible for registered users on ao3 and sharing it is going against the author's express wish that the work only be read on ao3

Kitti 🎀 ITS not WEEN!!! 😭@kittileecreates.bsky.social · last wk.

This is an extremely good point. Nothing wrong with uploading your own fics or sharing things privately amongst friends. But don’t reupload work that isn’t yours publicly. Even with the best intentions, it’s not yours to do whatever with. #ao3

From 24×81 on tumblr:

guys. don't upload fics that aren't yours to a temporary website just because you need to read it on something that looks like ao3. i shouldn't even have to explain it. people are sharing massive folders of downloaded fic amongst fandoms, probably more than enough to last 4 weeks if it gets that bad. taking that work and uploading it somewhere else without the authors permission is gross. don't go signing up to a website that you don't even know who's running it and leaving kudos and comments there.

I was not expecting my student meetings to contain quite so much AO3 talk today. I definitely was not expecting a student to say, "I just got into -- okay, it's dumb, but. It's fic about hockey players? Real ones, not like Heated Rivalry, but I got into because of Heated Rivalry."

Yes! It’s important to highlight and advertise for new stories/authors. But I will use the ao3 downtime for revisiting old stories/fandoms on my computer… Queer as Folk (US), Torchwood, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes (my first Omegaverse stories! 🥹), Teenwolf, Barry/Snart, Voltron,..

Legendary actor Sir Patrick Stewart, best known for his roles as Jean-Luc Picard in Star Trek and Professor X in X-Men, has died. He was 86.

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Reading mlm romance/kink from books sb posted about online. And what at first looked like AI shit (and I’m still not sure if it is or isn’t) makes fun and is cheeky and I want to know more about these characters. I wish my brain would cooperate and let me write fanfics. (And it’s not even my kink..)

Lorazepam holds me together this week. My mind is on vacation, the rest of my brain wants to sleep or throwing around “fuffies im club”. (Can’t translate it’s meaning at this point). If the episodes of the shows are too long I fall asleep. If they are too short, I cry. Unsatisfying.

#TwistedTie Episode 4 Today’s episode was really.. *licks their fingers* the tension and the drama and their interactions and … it’s like someone is cooking a soup or sauce and boils it down until it’s all thick and delicious and rich on umami.. I can’t describe it in another way.