antipsychotics are so stupid bruh. here i'll take my damn pill so i don't get nightmares. like a baby

kind of crazy to think it's been about 5 years since i've gotten bottom surgery. it was such a quick operation and not something you can visually "see" but it's still such a relief to know i cannot get pregnant

there's exactly one place here that has like, a 3 year vocational school course in japanese studies and i just asked them for costs and...you know i think i will simply read some books instead.......

legitimately why would you think anybody would want to buy this. god argentines are so insane

learning that [REDACTED] admitted to fucking me just to get at his ex is like (and got me drunk to do so). wow awesome. there are some fucking psychos out there

TIL someone nearly sued me last year

i called someone i shouldn't out of impulse and without knowing what i wanted out of it but thankfully things didn't go to shit. just nothing came out of it. which was the best that could happen honestly

i just noticed i have 8 hours on solitaire just from the last couple months lmao

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unfortunately i'm a very bitter and resentful person

watching movies from the 90s and 00s and seeing all the furniture around being made of wood and looking around me and everything being made of fucking plastic

i just got a decent & new monitor and realized oh god. my laptop monitor was too blue and the skintone on most of my ocs look lowkey racist KDJFKDFG

the mail guy has done a complete 360 within a 1km circumference of my house. i'm getting pissed off

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i'm always thinking about the "poop theory" NL mentioned of "if you hold in your diarrhea it becomes normal poop again"

learning one of your housemates who's in a relationship w the other while they're going through a rough patch has broken furniture out of anger and been getting drunk at night by herself is a little scary

i love you creamy soy sauce. marry me creamy soy sauce

seeing a hot japanese actor: nice seeing he's a politician now: uh oh seeing he's part of a progressive left-wing party: nice

i tried sardines for the first time ever yesterday. wow. just wow

(holds out my hand) lets make a personal website together

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ok after trying on head scarves i like my curls again

people seeing i have cptsd: i'm about to trigger you in the worst way possible

the abilify has been hitting (positive)

actually hilarious to me that it always surprises people that i don't smoke weed and they always mention it's because of my eyes. sorry for my droopy eyelid swag. looks at you like this

me: well my autism my adhd and my bipolar(?) are all inherited but at least the psychosis is my own my mother: *literally believes movies are real*

in any case this is what real friendship looks like