i want to believe the cycle can be broken. now every day i keep thinking to myself, "i want to try"

i really need to stop recalling small shit that gives me "[!] Zacharie will remember this" moments 'cause all i'm doing is running my blood pressure through the roof

man fuck it lets get homosexual in this bih

"it doesnt bother me" they tell themself right before it does, in fact, really bother them

🔞 Zachie After Dark 🔞@lewdierachis.bsky.social · 2w ago

yall ever suddenly get terrified that everybody hates you and theres nothing you can do about it or are you mentally well

$2000 and a reliable mode of transportation could save me right now

this whole experiencing human emotions both good and bad thing is kind of starting to get overwhelming

Recent Colored sketch Commission I finished! :3 Comms open here!: vgen.co/AggravatedMomo #nsfw #nsfwart #nsfwcommission #ERROR143 #MicahYujin

i need to draw out my feelings more

what a strange year

its kind of terrifying how so much can change in such a short span of time like dont get me wrong, recent changes in my life have made me extremely happy, but when i look back on memories i just cant help but think "wow... if i would have told 2024/2025 zach about this he would have laughed at me"

someones either gonna have to kill me or lock me up in some high security vault im being so deadass right now

there is no way i am ever going to recover from this holy fuck

i wish i had it in me to be a more trusting person but i fear i am constantly on edge no matter what

one of these days im getting slimed out i can feel it

im ssooooo fuckign cookedddddd,,.,.,.,,.,.,,.,...,

It continues to really bother me how puritanical everyone has gotten. Showing so much as an ounce of libido is enough for people to call you a gooner. Defending smut in any capacity gets you called a porn addict.

sorry for being cringe on alt im not having a good one haha

vent art // . . . yeah that was cool i guess

🔞 Zachie After Dark 🔞@lewdierachis.bsky.social · 4d ago

if i get one more nightmare where im waking up with a panic attack im going to start yelling

i think i just need to lay down for a week and not get up

if i get one more nightmare where im waking up with a panic attack im going to start yelling

hhhrgh

fake ass idgafer i know your nerves are constantly shot (referring to myself)

whatever maaaan

someone is a little jealous about triad, maybe. perhaps.

excal umbra scarf stays ON, Arthur

have you guys ever heard a song cover so good that you couldnt give a fawk about the original anymore and insist on listening to the cover(s) instead

LRT IM BOUTTA BEAT THE FUCK OUT OF MY DICK OHHHHH GREAT HEAVENSSSSSSSSSS

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follow your heart. give your old man oc fat fucking milkers.