LIARPLUS

@liarplus.bsky.social

20+ Yuri fan 百合好き Currently into idols, PtN, drawing and 3D art. Check out my website: idolum.nekoweb.org

I keep making myself nauseous and forgetting that doing that thing makes me nauseous. Then I get derailed from my plans and I waste hours of my time. Another reason I should get back into keeping a journal.

I think I wanna do more bust ups so I can focus on face/skin and hair. I usually run out of steam by the time I get to doing those so I either end up abandoing the thing or putting in less effort than I'd like.

I wanted to draw fanart of the group I suddenly got into but I haven't managed to capture the members' likenesses. It makes for good motivation to draw more though for sure. Even when most of the drawings don't look right, it feels like I'm learning stuff.

I'm trying to plan for a better future but even just getting started is super hard. It's like why take action to better your life when you can just leave it to inertia and blame your past self later. Maybe I need to change my plans since they're obviously not enticing enough for me lol.

it's one of those days where i wallow in a bit of self-pity seeing how everyone my age seems to be so much further ahead in life. I seriously need to actually work on improving my life lol.

二回もアリの巣が頭に落ちたんだから、さすがに笑うよ。ゴキブリよりかはマシか。女王アリさまへplease move away. ;-;