Started watching the last season of The Bear. I love this show sm, I’m gonna miss it
my ham of a rescue dog who’s also afraid of the wind & will not let me trim his nails or the fur between his paw pads ((help))
Got laparoscopic surgery the other day. Mom flew up and has been taking care of me. She made us hot chocolate and taught me to use my new sewing machine tonight. It feels good.
Also learned this splitty move from Jasmine!! And once again don’t know the name of it #poledance #polefitness
slow and steady combo from last night’s class. I really need to work on staying in each move longer. #poledance #polefitness
both of the pole studios I go to are going to be recording some group choreo soon and I’m gonna be in it and I’m so excited and so nervous I gotta finally get some cute outfits
I deserve to be healthy and reading in the park and eating hot dogs and drinking lemonade and it’s bullshit that instead I’m sick for the 3rd time this year and it’s gonna be rainy & cold for the next 10 days….
I’m going to be embarrassed I posted if I bounce back from this but I’m really not okay. I’m in the worst mental state I’ve ever been in. And I’m scared.
lil mothman starting to take shape! opted for 3 strands for extra coverage and dang I didn’t realize how tough it would be on 18 ct aids (the low lighting in my room certainly doesn’t help)
Really loved making this for my bf, the cutest lil valentine cross stitch :)
first level 2 class tonight had me crawling out of moves by the end of it 😭😭 #poledance #polefitness
god is a woman and her name is Jenny Lewis. Rilo Kiley tour announcement today has cured my winter blues 😭😭
v cozy day mostly spent in my orange velvet arm chair (she’s vintage and I love her)
starting a new embroidery/cross stitch project is such a thrill. just picked up more aida cloth and thread at the craft store and nearly skipped out
a woman wearing a tan jacket and blue jeans is walking down a sidewalk in a park
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Was supposed to finally go to pole class after nearly a month due to illness but tonight’s class was canceled 😭😭
but instead I’m on the outskirts of everything. a shadow. a whisper.
I have just always been searching for a place, physical and/or virtual, where I truly fit in and belong. a community.
damn I really called a hotline tonight because I’ve isolated myself from nearly everyone at this point. cool
I haven’t made resolutions in years because I usually just forget about them after a few weeks. But I think this year I want to try to stop hiding from the world so much. I want to be confident in myself. I want to not be afraid to take up space.
made a really good miso ramen soup tonight. just thought the ether should know.
started playing Spiritfarer and have been reminded how easily it is for me to get lost in a game & not move for 4+ hours