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@lohlypoly.bsky.social

☆ 25 | they/she | level two autism | chronically ill ☆ °𓏲⋆🌿. ⋆⸜ 🍵✮˚ ⋆.˚✮ @lohlaster.bsky.social’s alt !! —— ⋆.˚✮ yapping abt my novel of a bubbline fic

it’s really hard needing help with everything. i want to do things to grow my platform, but i can’t be on most social medias unsupervised, need help learning how to edit (if i can ever grasp it), need help making a caard, need someone to run the business side of everything (mom has offered), etc

the girls have gotten so good about not messing with stuff they’re not supposed to literally except for this one thing and i think it’s bc it’s a novelty to them (aka in the room they’re only allowed in occasionally & supervised)

a black cat messing with a paper solar system on a string

therapy went super well today!!! we went through all my support needs and she agreed they clearly meet lev2 criteria! i feel so relieved to be able to say out loud what i’ve been feeling all along after a life of heavy accommodations, this makes the most sense to my experience

mental health hasn’t been that great with all the autism analysis stuff. getting invalidated like that last week (genuine misunderstanding bc i didn’t explain myself well, effect is still the same tho) set me back so bad. very triggering. i’m gonna play some more animal crossing & go to bed

discovering my boobs are likely what’s been causing my chronic neck pain to be so severe all these years was not on my 2026 bingo card… good thing i’m already planning on getting rid of those bad boys

i have to stop buying things on dpop but it’s mostly repeats/alternate versions of things i already have bc i know what i like. i can’t have tattoos/piercings so im trying to express myself through clothing more!

my therapist and i have been discussing autism levels and where i fall in this. it’s been really difficult because my therapist doesn’t see the extensive support i’ve needed and continue to need. she sees the symptoms, but that’s not helpful bc i already have an autism diagnosis

i’ve started looking into service dog programs again!! i want to start looking now so that hopefully i can get one in a few years and will have time to fundraise and stuff. plus i don’t want to have another dog while bowie is still young. but it’s good to start the process/pick a program!!!

anyways i just had an idea that when i get a sewing machine i can take the shirts that i love but never wear bc they’re too small for my liking, burnout the designs, and sew it onto a bigger shirt like a big patch!! not sure how this would look, gonna do some research first to see!