it’s really hard needing help with everything. i want to do things to grow my platform, but i can’t be on most social medias unsupervised, need help learning how to edit (if i can ever grasp it), need help making a caard, need someone to run the business side of everything (mom has offered), etc
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@lohlypoly.bsky.social
☆ 25 | they/she | level two autism | chronically ill ☆ °𓏲⋆🌿. ⋆⸜ 🍵✮˚ ⋆.˚✮ @lohlaster.bsky.social’s alt !! —— ⋆.˚✮ yapping abt my novel of a bubbline fic
can’t do the mundane facts about myself bc i would get overwhelmed trying to think of stuff unprompted, but maybe i’ll let people ask questions
i don’t understand dating shows at all. like what are you doing. why are you doing that.
mom is going to tampa tomorrow for an appointment and i wish i could go with her bc that’s where my favorite allergy free bakery is!!
barely ate today then ate dinner way too fast whyyy do i do this
the girls have gotten so good about not messing with stuff they’re not supposed to literally except for this one thing and i think it’s bc it’s a novelty to them (aka in the room they’re only allowed in occasionally & supervised)
therapy went super well today!!! we went through all my support needs and she agreed they clearly meet lev2 criteria! i feel so relieved to be able to say out loud what i’ve been feeling all along after a life of heavy accommodations, this makes the most sense to my experience
mental health hasn’t been that great with all the autism analysis stuff. getting invalidated like that last week (genuine misunderstanding bc i didn’t explain myself well, effect is still the same tho) set me back so bad. very triggering. i’m gonna play some more animal crossing & go to bed
discovering my boobs are likely what’s been causing my chronic neck pain to be so severe all these years was not on my 2026 bingo card… good thing i’m already planning on getting rid of those bad boys
i have to stop buying things on dpop but it’s mostly repeats/alternate versions of things i already have bc i know what i like. i can’t have tattoos/piercings so im trying to express myself through clothing more!
my therapist and i have been discussing autism levels and where i fall in this. it’s been really difficult because my therapist doesn’t see the extensive support i’ve needed and continue to need. she sees the symptoms, but that’s not helpful bc i already have an autism diagnosis
debating between two basically identical animal crossing photos for my promosky on main whyyy
i’ve started looking into service dog programs again!! i want to start looking now so that hopefully i can get one in a few years and will have time to fundraise and stuff. plus i don’t want to have another dog while bowie is still young. but it’s good to start the process/pick a program!!!
i haven’t seen a single moot post their kiddos’ faces and i appreciate that sm, ty all for protecting your children’s privacy!!!
my phone screen time looks absolutely diabolical until you see that most of it comes from netflix being on all night while i’m sleeping 😭
so glad i missed being part of the “kids making slime” era i don’t think id have liked that too much…….
anyways i just had an idea that when i get a sewing machine i can take the shirts that i love but never wear bc they’re too small for my liking, burnout the designs, and sew it onto a bigger shirt like a big patch!! not sure how this would look, gonna do some research first to see!
keeping the discord server up to date as we watch the new avatar movie oops
apparently you get a free paramount or peacock subscription with walmart plus?? so we are gonna watch the new avatar movie tn on paramount!!!!!!
miss mira is the belly rub queen !!!
cats that let us pet their bellies are the best
cats will just stick their little giardia butts on everything smh
if my mom liked fun and whimsical clothes (she does not) i would so get her all the snoopy stuff i see on dpop bc shes loved snoopy since she was a kid