One day when I'm not so scared I'm gonna write a meta post about the symbolism of getos hair
Louis
@loouispam.bsky.social
18+ | #夏五 | nsfw spam and wip account main: @loouisink.bsky.social
Applying for bar work again feels like crawling back to an abusive ex ass up, hole ready
Also you beat believe I was walking the streets of Manchester with my cheeks out zero shame a hoe never gets cold
In light of today have a pic from when I dragged my friends to go watch rocky horror at palace theatre (I'm frank n furter obvs)
Applying for a different job role of the gym that rejected me to train my RSD out of existence
The masculine urge to delete everything, cut everyone off, quit my job and rot in a field somewhere
I failed at typing the word 'for' five times in a second message to someone so taking that as my sign to go bed
I've said it once I'll say it multiple times until I'm blocked: Satoru experiencing a hurricane shot at the hands of Suguru would have fast tracked his gay awakening at such profound speeds it will create a black hole singularity that's gonna suck them both off
Okay sloppied headed too close to the sun with this one I lasted a fucking day before wanting to tear my skin from my body so if anyone wants a sugar baby hmu
Inviting the dude over that recommended taping with second skin because that man deserves only the sloppiest of toppy holy fuck I'm transcending the ceiling
Inviting the dude over that recommended taping with second skin because that man deserves only the sloppiest of toppy holy fuck I'm transcending the ceiling
I am one (1) terrible joke away from being shot by all those that tolerate me at any given time
Pain kink Satoru. Pain kink post rct domain amplification cigarette burns on inner thighs and stomach.
Having the worst fucking day and having friends send you porn now THIS is what Pitbull meant when he said we are one
Me: I need to lock in and make better art so I'm actually taken seriously by my fellow artist Also me: heehoo Suguru titty keyboard go click clack
Anyway heehoo I put choso in a cunty lil fit to cope with Nanamis rejection
I joke and try and keep things light-hearted but seeing my trans brothers come online barely holding it together because they are being harassed, verbally and physically assaulted due to following the new laws put in place is taking its toll. It's hard staying positive when things keep getting worse
There will come a time where you suffer with tummy hurty and the devil on the shoulder will tell you to eat two packets of rosół instant in less than ten minutes it is very important you do not do it
I'm so fucking tired of seeing a bunch of ai slop everytime I'm trying to look up knitting patterns. Nothing is sacred, talentless hacks out here ruining everything I swear to god
Hanging out with mates last night and one is a VERY big nsfw artist and I'm now remembering my drunk ass showing him pics of the hands and feet I've drawn looking for praise so if anyone wants to put me down that'd be appreciated 👍
The one upside to the UK's new transphobic law is I get to continue to experience drunk girls hyping me up in the bathroom
Locking tf in always hits hardest when you have to be up at the ass crack of dawn catch me hanging on for dear life during my workshop tomorrow
I have a job interview in the morning so what I actually needed was more stress and extreme anxiety actually
On the bright side my house is ridiculously clean and I decluttered a ton. On down side I feel like I was motorboated by a semi.
Genuinely wish I was a more serious artist or writer at times it's a strange kinda sad
Trans Satoru the kinda guy to leave a lil peanut butter on the base of the strap like a reward for taking it all like a good puppy
First time in my life I'm struggling to draw Suguru I need to be shot
Idk how or why but I've officially become the guy at work everyone comes to praise for? The second any of the other baristas do some decent latte art they're calling me over and it's the cutest shit ever