and if you have to leaveˎ i wish that you would 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 leave... ╱ ’cause your presence still lingers hereˎ and it won’t leave me alone.
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don’t waste your time ﹔ it’s never enough for youˎ baby .ᐟ don’t wanna play your game anymoreˎ no matter what you say .ᐟ
and iˎ i will remember how to fly. unlock the heavens in my mind.
when all this time i’ve been so hollow inside ❪ i know you’re still there ❫.
i’m frightened by what i seeˎ but somehow i know that there’s much more to come.
the world is on our shouldersˎ do you really know the weight of the words you say .ᐣ
i will be more than my survival .ᐟ own these scars in my heart...
when they all come crashing downˎ mid—flight ﹔ you know you aren’t the only one.
say it’s overˎ yesˎ it’s over. but i need you anyway ╱ say you love meˎ but it’s not enough.
all the little pieces fallingˎ shatter shards of me ╱ too sharp to put back together. too small to matter ╱ but big enough to cut me into so many pieces if i try to touch her.
follow me underˎ low as we are ╱ swallow your hunger ﹔ feeding this dark.
without a soulˎ my spirit’s sleeping somewhere cold ╱ until you find it there and lead... it... back... 𝙝𝙤𝙢𝙚.
do what youˎ what you wantˎ you don’t have to lay your life down. ❪ is it over .ᐣ ❫
meet me after dark again and i’ll hold you ﹔ i am nothing more than to see you there.
will i ever be the same .ᐣ am i strong enough to change .ᐣ is it in my blood .ᐣ
never wanted it to be so coldˎ just didn’t drink enough to say you love me.
am i that unimportant .ᐣ am i 𝙨𝙤 insignificant .ᐣ
i linger in the doorway of alarm clocks screamingˎ monsters calling my name.
there’s something very wrong about this ╱ i think you knew all along somehow.
you take your turn lashing out at me ﹔ i want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me.
will you forgive me if i can’t see your light anymore .ᐣ ’cause i’ve spent too long in the dark.
give me a reason to believe that you’re gone. i see your shadow so i know they’re all wrong...
there’s something very wrong about this ╱ i think you knew all along somehow.
wellˎ you know that you can’t hide ╱ and you know that you can’t lieˎ ’cause i know all your secretsˎ and i won’t let you forget.
i can’t hold on to meˎ wonder what’s wrong with me .ᐣ
the way you look us overˎ your counterfeit composure ╱ pushing again and again and sinking lower and lower.
feels like the weight of the worldˎ like god in heaven gave me a turn.
shield my eyes to face the day. come too far to slip awayˎ but it’s killing me to go on without you.
just look at us now... drownin’ slowly just to stay true.