Tessera

Lost

@lostmyshadow.bsky.social

She/They/He 32 Pan Moonlighting Mistress Neverland Lost Boi VR Photographer w/ an interest in Immersivism I am a survivor of narcissistic abuse. Let's talk about it. 🔞 NSFW Art 🔞 Minors DNI 🔞

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Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 3h ago

✨️🎶"Life goes on, same old song, If Only we had a plan. Am I wrong? Road so long, why is it so hard to find?"🎶✨️ Another long day. I was focused on visiting some old worlds I had saved this week. Fun to find stuff I forgot about wanting to photograph. 🤭 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra kicks back in an ocean side hot tub facing away from the viewer looking out at the sky as the sun tucks behind the horizon out of frame. Several candles are lit near a pool side rubber ducky.

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · yesterday

Inhale ~ 💜 Today was busy af, I did not even get to post until the evening. I'm tired and the fires are causing bad air quality here. #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra is pictured in a dark space with a brightly lit star structure behind her flanked by virtical free floating pillars capped with the same light color at either end of their length. Astra's head is tilted back with her eyes closed as her arms are outstretched to the open air. The light from the star structure behind her shines over her shoulder and beneath her ear aligned with the small star charm that hangs from her gauge piercing.

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 2d ago

unknown #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 4d ago

"Freedom" ~ 💔 The Great American Dream. #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra is pictured in a gassy field with rolling hills lying motionless in the grass face down right next to a wall of pixels that represents the bounds of the playable area... 🤔

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 5d ago

Green Light ~ 💜 It is now safe to move about the cabin. I was playing with light again this week. This photo is light from outside of the frame thru the piercing onto the 'sensor'. xD #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra is pictured next to a cross walk signal with heart symbols to indicate go vs. stop. The green lights are illuminated as she smiles at the camera. In the background are very many flowers decorating the ground in pinks and purples underneath a tree during sunset. Light shines in from off frame through Astra's corset ear piercing.

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 6d ago

On your left. ~ 💜 One thing that has been integral to Astra is her powerful legs and the concept of the chase. She is known to love pursuing prey, sometimes allowing them to get a head start. This is especially entertaining with cocky masculines. #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra is pictured breaking into a sprint shattering the ground beneath her feet and launching pieces into the air. The light that comes from behind her is potioned within the frame over her back but underneath her arm as she sprints forward creating a really interesting effect where the phone pole in the background splits the light through the shape created by her body into different directions and shapes on the sensor. A rainbow is seen high in the sky and many flowers decorate the ground in pinks and purples.

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · last wk.

Self Portrait. ~ 💜 Hello everyone! I got some pretty cool shots this week. Went on a short adventure collecting some more worlds, but some of these shots/poses are very cool. 🫰😤 Smiles at you thru your phone. 🤭 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra sitting down on a low sitting couch with her tail and arms in her lap smiling at the camera. Behind her are some closed cabinets with white doors and shelves decorated with books and oddities. The floor is covered by a shag carpet and several pillows are strewn about the space as the wind blows transparent pink curtains into framing the edges of the image.

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · last wk.

Angels be adrift across mountain tops. ~ 💜 Mountains have long been regonized as deities, legends spun explaining majestic wonder. Mountains are the first that spark to life with the light we all need to survive. Much the same hold the torch until the very last. Lessons standing in truth, unmoving.

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · last wk.

Walking around in my daily life far too masc presenting getting "Yes sirrr"'d and then without missing a beat the music playing on the lobby television nudges my ear 🎶"And when I'm back in Chicago, I feel it. Another version of me, I in it..."🎶 Yeah. Yeah I get it.

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · last wk.

It was as if the cold that floods in as the sun dips beyond the horizon could reach out to wrest the breath from my lungs. ~ 💜 Still more hands, still more night, still more dark. Don't change the channel, more Astral photography after the break. 😘🫶💨💜 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

A photo of a lonely red home at night amidst the mountains. It is a small red home with white trim. A singular door greets the viewer on the front of the home with a light gently illuminating the space above it. There is one small square window on the side of the house also illuminated by a small lamp above in the eve of the roof. The muddy ground is dark in the composition and offset by Astra's hands blocking out the top right corner of the photograph and part of the sky. As they reach towards the house the fingers curl downward naturally creating leading lines and imposing upon the viewer.

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 2w ago

A is for Astra, that's good enough for me. ~ 💜 I used to think Cookie Monster's song about cookies was self-absorbed. But with a little perspective, self-acceptance, life experience and a fully formed frontal lobe, I get it. It's okay to love cookies. 🤭 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra is pictured with her tail down leaning slightly forward with one hand on her hip and the back of the other hand pressed against her forehead. Astra is on top of a plane build from stark white material that disintegrates into cubes that shrink as they float higher into the air. Two falling stars streak down across the background framing either side of Astra's torso as she smiles to the camera. The whole pose and the falling stars loosely create an "A" shape which is where the inspiration for the caption/title come from.

Corro @corromon.bsky.social · 2w ago

Not really what I was needing but ok. cw/mild gore #corrosart

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 2w ago

The natural camoflage of fur patterns coming in clutch here somehow. ~ 🤔🤭💜 If you are ND it is paramount that you learn to advocate for yourself. People will energetically run our needs over for our entire lives until we learn to speak up for ourselves. #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra stands left of center of frame wearing her iconic leather outfit facing away from the viewer towards the space pictured. The area she stands is on a crumbling stark white platform disintegrating into smaller and smaller cube as they float away against the night sky. The stars in the sky are shades of vlue and purple as a shooting star is seen streaking across some of the empty sky ahead of where Astra's gaze rests.

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 2w ago

Your resident whimsy and wonderer has arrived. ~ ✌️😊💜 Wander the infinite dreamscape, build memories and connections, question the establishment and government always, punch nazis in the the fucking face, and release the Epstien Files. #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra stands at the start of a narrow path jutting out into a body of water against clouds and a blue sky. In the foreground a railroad crossing is painted in yellow and black blocking out the bottom and right edges of the image. Astra has one habd on her hip while the other is raised into an enthusiastic peace sign that completes the shape of an arrow in the sky behind her head.

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 2w ago

The path surges on. ~ 💜 Omg, I kept getting caught up in other things today and this has been sitting here waiting for a title and to hit post. xD Woops! It's hot af here. Make sure you're drinking lots of water! Even if it's not sunny, drink water! #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra walking down a narrow dirt pathway away from the viewer flanked on either side by water stretching out to the horizon. Near Astra to tge left side is what appears to be a bus stop, along the path are dotted power line poles carrying electricity and at the end of the path is a Tori Gate dwarfed by clouds that stretch high into the blue sky.

MyLoveless @myloveless.bsky.social · 2w ago

Also this goes for every commissioner out there. SFW & NSFW Artists get targeted by PP regardless if they are complying to their rules or not. So, please do not give them any reason to freeze someone's account and ban them from using PP, some people don't have other options but to use it.

Kitsyna Tyakoto, Painted Jolteon@kitsyna.bsky.social · 9mo ago

As posted in a few servers and was alerted to this picture earlier today: What they said. DO NOT FILL IT OUT, it is there to fuck with your artist peers and yourself, they (paypal) can and will abuse this and steal your money by banning your account

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 2w ago

Encountered the ghost of somebody who never existed while grabbing my dinner tonight. Incredibly befuddling to enter such a strange place in the human mind as connection with an energetic signature that likely never existed outside of your own being. Tho I spoke it not, I liked your hair. Be well.

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 2w ago

✨️🎶 Water, row, water, row Across a great, deep black and slow The stars above me are closing in So water, row me home ~ 💜🎶✨️ The posing here is simple and very satisfying. A little obfuscation, a little bit of leading lines, a little bit of symmetry 🫶 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra standing beneath a large diamond shaped metal light fixture in stonework hallway. The light washes the space in shades of green while Astra faces away from the viewer. Reaching her arms behind her head, with open palms she grips the bottom of a large metal ring that hangs from the light fixture.

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 3w ago

✨️🎶 Come with me and you'll be, in a wooorld of pure imagination. Take a look and you'll see, into your imagination. ~ 💜 Happy Saturday everyone. Remember to check on your friends. Drink water. Be kind to yourself. Uplift the collective. Keep dreaming. #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra standing at the foot of a flight of stairs in a stonework construction holding her hand out to the viewer looking back with a smile. Many stars twinkle in the palm of her hand and the space is bathed in a green hue from the ambiance of the lighting.

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 3w ago

Loved this lighting effect so much I made a JoJo reference about it. ~ 💜🤣 There is a whole world waiting to be discovered behind neurodivergent people's mask. You need only be ready to receive it, and continue asking questions. Host safe spaces. #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra walking through a large foyer towards an open stone arched doorway on the interior of a space. Above the doorway is a large dragon skull lit from the inside by briliant orange/yellow light. The light pours out from the teeth and open jaw of the mounted skull.

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 3w ago

Where have I ended up? I have no memory of this place. ~ 💜 Bouts of insomnia interrupted by monotonous wage slavery and euphoric expression. I'm gonna keep choosing the latter until the former dies. Keep choosing you. 🫶 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra standing in the center of a firelit summoning circle amidst stone ruins adjusting her sleeve as she levels her eyes forward to survey the area.

OC Astra peaks around the edge of a large constructed stone pillar away from the viewer into the interior of a large living space. The interior space shows the corner of an ornate bedframe, a bedside table with a magically lit candleabra and some accessories, and a bookshelf.

Michael Legel @mjlegel.bsky.social · 3w ago

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 3w ago

Some extras from last week. ~ 💜 I took some extra photos over the course of the week, channeling energy. Ended up going back to an old classic for the last photo, "Treehouse in the Shade" makes incredible backgrounds for the pixel filter. Definitely A+. #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra walking underneath a bridge made of stone and concrete. She looks toward the left of frame and up towards the sun or perhaps an unseen character as she raises a hand to block the light from her eyes. To the right of frame there is a shadow cast from above onto the wall of someone leaning over the edge peering down at her.

OC Astra walking through a meandering hallway. The foundations are twisted and the walls warm with curiosity and discomfort. Astra sways to the side with her arms down by her sides, palms open and facing forward away from her, searching. High at the top of the frame is a snippet displaying a song name, "S.O.S. - Jauz".

A picture of two large gothic peaked windows looking out at the night. Through one window, a castle is seen beneath a full moon. In the other window a giant sword marked with runes along the blade and cross guard. OC Astra is hidden in the foreground with her eyes closed, in between the peaks of the windows hanging upside down from the top of the frame. Her positioning mimmicks the shape of the windows make along their edges allowing the full scene to be visible.

OC Astra smiling wide with her arms behind her as energy appears to expand with great force away from her all around. This photo is taken with the pixel filter, ans the background is a winderful set of hues in the purple, blue, and grey-ish ranges of the color spectrum conolimenting her color scheme.

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 3w ago

The ADHD experience; "Okay, I'll move this vehicle to that spot." *Remember your coffee cup that you need to rinse* "Okay I'll grab that on my way in, too. Kill two birds with one stone." *Separate thought* "I'm the stone, because I'm rock hard." *Malphite from LoL in the background???* "O-kayyy" 🤣

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 3w ago

✨️🎶 Have you found salvation? ~ 🎶✨️💜 Salvation - One True God, Coldwall "Ask not of my annointed. Instead, ask what you can give to them. Ask what more of humanity you can feed into the appocalypse engine, my children." -Blasphesians 66:6-7 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra stands in a lake of red liquid as massive plumes of energy spout out of the substance. In the center is a massive crucifix lit entirely in red.

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 3w ago

✨️🎶 I didn't catch what you just said. No-o! I smile , but I'm listening to the voices in my head. ~ 🎶✨️ Monday, ran some quick errands and now I hide from The Day Moon's wrath. 🤭 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra standing in front of a stained glass window colored with a beautiful orange and pink color that gradient transitions to a blue and green color. Astra faces to the side with her arms raised above her head and her tail curled around the side of her body.

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 3w ago

I fucking beat White Knuckle for the first time today, omfg! That was a lesson in perseverance! This made me so hyped xD

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 3w ago

It's a great day to be alive. Lindsey Graham is not. 🫰😜

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 4w ago

Za Warudo! ~ 💜 ✨️🎶 Watch the whole industry immitate. More like a teacher 'cause I ain't no joke! 🎶✨️ #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra stands in front of a set of rectangular display screen lit up in stark blaring white. The two right most panels have broken sections flickering and Japanese Kanji float through the air all around. Directly in front of Astra's hip there are two kanji that together represent "Sekai" or "The World" when translated. "The World" being representative of the very same tarot card of the same name labled with the same characters if in Japanese "Sekai".

Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 4w ago

✨️🎶 I've been moving mountains, try'na make 'em fall. Fighting to survive, hittin' my head against a wall. I've been moving mountains, move them on my owwwn! I'm a rolling stone! I've been trying to survive, I gotta make it out aliiive! ~ 💜🎶✨️ #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra standing in front of a pair of mountains as the moon rises into the sky above them. The valley below is hazey with fog as sparse clouds drift across the scene low in the sky. The light from the moon shines through Astra's large gauge piercing in her right ear as she smiles towards the viewer.