I miss my wife Rolan. I’ll never stop loving him. That’s pookie. He’s me. He’s like a chip in my brain that never leaves. I hate him (I want him tattooed onto me).
Lothlórien
@lothlorienren.bsky.social
🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️ || They/he || 23, AuDHD, anti-fascist, lothlorien_ren on ao3, sometimes NSFW
Discovered a custard place near me is dedicated gluten free and has ice cream cookie sandwiches. I haven’t had an ice cream cookie sandwich in…probably a decade. I know where I’m going later this week
Something…happened within the last few months…uh. Autism be damned, this guy can consume every drop of lore, and this isn’t even all of it.
My favorite lovers….i know he’s waiting for her at home in re9. He has to #jakemuller #sherrybirkin #shake #re6 #residentevil6
3D Render Giveaway 🥳 Now I'm a little more confident in my 3D capabilities, I would like to extend that to the community & do a little raffle. This can be SFW or NSFW, similar to what I already do 💜 #baldursgate3 #bg3 #3drender #blender #3dblender #blender3D #bg3d #bg3raffle #bg3giveaway #3dart
Very unrelated to anything I talk about…but I have a breast reduction consultation soon. I’m so nervous, but it’ll be so good to finally be able to bind and be in pain. Man oh man. If I for some reason get rejected by my insurance, I’ll cry.
Finally drew them again lol. I feel very normal about any media with a protective older man who’s somewhat of a father figure/mentor. It gets me every time…don’t look to much into that #leonkennedy #residentevil9 #requiem #reaidentevilrequiem #re9 #graceashcroft #re9art
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Sorry I have not drawn in a hot minute cuz I’ve been so focused on writing. I do still exist lol oops
Yeah. *starts twirling my hair* archiveofourown.org/works/853158...
Lothlórien@lothlorienren.bsky.social · 4mo agoIn other news, I finished my first RE fic and ended up not really loving it by the end. I just started a pirates AU and I’m already having more fun with it. Apparently I gotta stick to what I know best (fantasy and period work lol). I STRUGGLED with the modern setting of re lol
I made the mistake of cleaning out my ao3 inbox and made myself sad looking at comments from two of my fic babies I ran out of steam writing for (one was cuz I got sucked into bg3, the other was…life circumstances). I miss them.
𝟑𝐃 𝐑𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 ⚘️🖤 I always dye their outfits in these colours so it was fun to try it in blender too 🤭 #Thunderforge #rolan #dammon #bg3dammon #bg3Rolan #bg3queer #baldursgate3 #bg3 #3drender #blender #3dblender #blender3d #bg33d
Thank you @redreart.bsky.social for this gorgeous piece of my boys <33 they look amazing and this pose is so romantic! I love it so much!! #Rolan #Dammon #bg3rolan #bg3dammon #bg3 #bg3art #bg3artwork #bg3fanart #thunderforge #baldursgate3 #baldursgate #bg3queer #rolanxdammon
I’ve got more where that came from (I’ve written several chapters ahead!) #chreon
Lothlórien@lothlorienren.bsky.social · 5mo agoI did a quick fun thing the past few weeks! Campy af one shot. This may not be my most wonderful 10/10 work, but it’s probably the most fun I’ve had in a very long time.
Chreon lovers are starving cuz wdym my one shot is my most popular fic, and my second most popular fic was a KNY fic from 2023 and less than half of the engagement. We gotta lock in more and feed ourselves. I’m currently 4 chapters and 20k+ words deep into this fic that was supposed to be a one shot
Turns out, when I don’t treat fanfic writing like a perfectionist job and actually have fun with it…I can write. This is the most fun ive had in so long…
In other news, I keep thinking about drawing the “he gotta kill this guy” art meme, but it’s Rolan and Leon about Lorroakan lmao
Playing the games wildly out of order so my friend and I can play together, which means we’re starting 6 tonight. I have not forgotten about you, 0, 1, 3, Veronica, and Revelations. I’m coming for, so prepare those cheeks. I need all the lore for my brain to be pleased.
Me and @pixeluce.bsky.social having a normal and skilled time playing re5 together (laughing the entire time)
I did a quick fun thing the past few weeks! Campy af one shot. This may not be my most wonderful 10/10 work, but it’s probably the most fun I’ve had in a very long time.
If I see one more person misuse the word twink to describe Leon, it gonna explode. Women and het men misusing gay men’s vocabulary…may such cases
They should never let me out of my enclosure to remember I have free will. I jus spent all of last night adding a POTC Will and Elizabeth style wedding to my Chris/Leon one shot and I am in love with it
Nobody prepares you to go from 3 years within a fandom with fics written by dnd nerds who write all the time as a hobby, to trying to find more than a handful of good fics from a completely different fandom with a different demographic
Domestic quiet time after RE9 while Rose is in bed 🖤 #chreon #leonkennedy #chrisredfeild #residentevil9 #re9 #residentevil
Me genuinely trying to do every puzzle possible in re2 before I go back to the helicopter and trigger Mr.X chasing me for the rest of the game, to avoid getting annoyed. 6 hours in and I’m still at it. 4 bullets, no first aid/plants, one gunpowder, and a dream
I’ve been hyperfixated on Rolan for almost 3 years and it feels like cheating to have a new one coming on…(Rolan’s not going anywhere lol but RE has taken over my brain)
Younger me would be so confused as to how I’m playing a zombie horror game series right now, cuz my biggest fear as a kid was zombies lol. I mean, I’m def nervous playing re2 right now, but not because of zombies. Literally only cuz of bullet management.