i need to resist the urge to post fic wips because i get scared i'm never going to finish the fic in question. i am so bad about this. but i like poasts

🧢👁️

forced (alcohol) intoxication in the context of 🧢👁️ is something i really enjoy. 🧢 100% is the type of guy who cannot get it up while he's drunk but 👁️ would enjoy that anyway so it doesn't matter

wrote something non-academic for the first time in a very long time. gakugamu

Please Be More Perverted With Me

yugamu's bisexuality is interesting in the context of societal heterosexuality as grooming/incestuous because all it does is highlight that his attraction to women (particularly his target and eva) is defined by abnormality and deviance (wanting to kill his fellow assassin, experimenting on eva

this commission i did was really cute... aw

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being in work hell and not being able to draw anything was so taxing on my soul i love being able to wake up at 8 and eat breakfast and fuck around and draw a bunch of bullshit.

classes starting up again... head in hands

i’ve been vaguely using the terms “mom coded dad” and “dad coded mom” for yugamu and gaku respectively but they never felt quite right for me until i realized it’s more that yugamu is an onee&dad combo and gaku is a onii&mom combo

ordered a shikishi commission and my friend sent me pictures of and i can't go get it until TOMORROWWWWW!!!!!!!

🩷🍭 stocks going up... for me

the incestuous abuse that darumi and yugamu experienced are like parallel lines, in my mind... similar but not intersecting. darumi's primary perpetrator is her brother while her father is a bystander that either encourages or does not get involved while yugamu's primary perpetrator is his father

unfortunately i have indeed fallen into the trap of shipping my top three as a threeway of sorts (🧢👁️🍭) because it's funny to me. 🧢 gets tormented (big disclaimer in the form of a "seme" sign tacked onto his face)

a headcanon i've been spinning in my mind for a bit is that prior to his employment as an escort, ima had already experienced some form of sexual abuse (leaning towards a more covert kind) from his and kako's relatives that had taken them in... he says their relatives abandoned them but i was

my darumi thoughts about her being a victim of incestuous and general sexual abuse being proven right wow… wow

think i'm getting the hang of drawing 👁️'s nose (again) (because i haven't drawn anything serious in weeks i can't lie) because i'm surprisingly inconsistent about it even though it's easily the most important feature on his face for how i draw him. gug

was pleasantly surprised how much gkgm's stage actors fit my mental visions of their faces. smile smile

I had to add to this because OH MY GOD?!?! So cute!!!!!!!!!

My boys! These are my favorites of their group photos...

All of the 2LDA group shots are peak! They're so cute

Bros! Definitely pillars of the production, leading the improv and everything

masturbating on adderall: masturbating it for 2 hours straight and you're still not done even though your body is starting to hurt masturbating on lexapro: you can try really really hard for 3 hours and if it works it's still not going to feel good just underwhelming and exhausting this too is 🧢👁️

slept 15 hours last night. immediately back to 🧢 seme posting

it makes me so sad when people don't care about the uke and seme in their otp equally... unfortunately this is the case for 80% of fandom, which is highly ukecentric........ i don't like it, though

stageplay takumi is so... so semeful

i think this picture is probably closest to how i draw 🧢👁️… 👁️ with his eyes slightly narrowed so his sanpaku is reduced to his iris just barely touching the other eyelid while 🧢’s sanpaku is pronounced lol