do I really want to exist in a world where I'll never be good enough
low (on trash)
@lowontrash.bsky.social
🔞 • 29♂ • I post fetish stuff and whine about art >"""Programmer""" of useless things (and a muscle game) >wannabe-smut artist >implier of implications >enjoyer of beef (♂♀), booba (♀ only) https://lower.neocities.org/ 🦌🐁🐄🐅🐈🐕🦔🦦
things just aren't gonna get better, are they only darker and darker
ideal job: demanding physical labor, paid for with room and board, and obscene quantities of steroids
nobody that can help gives a shit, and nobody that gives a shit can help
I wish I could draw as well as my friends so I could finally fit in somewhere
wooo getting casually flexed on by my friends all day every day woooooo
Sad Cat's Melancholy Gaze
ALT: Sad Cat's Melancholy Gaze
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apparently art mentors and tutors fall in to three categories: - willing to help - knowledgeable enough to help - free enough to help
(tradesman, walking on to a job) God, look at this CRAP. Whole damn thing is GARBAGE. A real fucking MESS. Whoever did this should be pulled out back, fired, shot, excommunicated from the union, and fined. (3 minutes later, having made it 4x worse) Welp, that's the best I can do. It is what it is.
I wish my art was "holy shit, you did *THAT*"-good ._.
A birthday gift from @lowontrash.bsky.social !!! Big ant beef! And little caaat….of doom! Big thank you to low for this, it’s been a bad time, it’s good to know there are people who consider me a fren Please go give him love, he deserves it
one of the big things I dislike about drawing traditionally is that I don't have any way to hang out with frens while I do it :<
had a dream about taking oil painting lessons from foreign art mentor... she was so sweet, and we got really close god I'm lonely 😓
My half of a trade with @dead_mantwo on Twitter; his Oni girl Eliza, showing off her uhh... mass. ︀︀ ︀︀✏️ Graphite on paper
it feels like it's been a long time since I've draw a massive deer neck
terrified of the idea that I'll never be good enough to fit in with my friends and the people I look up to