Lou 🔗
@lucillegaming.bsky.social
Twitch Affiliate + Yapper Extraordinaire + Horror Enthusiast twitch.tv/lucillelou
I was MAYBE gonna stream tomorrow. But I completely forgot im getting my tramp stamp touched up, im so excited and also, fuckin nervous. So depends what time we finish🤷🏼♀️
Well this just punched me in the face.. metaphorically that is lol.
I hate that every piece of tech has a fuckin short life expectancy... my 200$ outdoor camera keeps shitting the bed... like, i know I got it like, what 3? 4? Years ago... but, come oonnn... wtf.
My elderly cat refuses to come to my bedroom now, i assume because shes naked and my bedroom has the AC in it. So at night I have to go "collect the kids" as my dad puts it 😂 but shes very smart, and can open doors, so its almost useless to do lol.
So, I'm doing laundry, thought I opened the dryer enough, bent down to put dry laundry in basket, stood up fast, BONKED MY FUCKIN HEAD SO HARD I started crying, and now i have a goose egg.... let's just add it to the fuckin collection of bumps and dents on my head I guess😒
What dumb bitch decided to workout to work through shit feelings, at TEN PM AT NIGHT.... jfc in an idiot. Oh well I'm too exhausted to be mad and filled with blood boiling rage now, so it helped I guess. Can't wait to wake up and be mad all over again tomorrow... 🙃🔫
So, since my cat was diagnosed with early stage kidney disease, and also cystitis, shes unable to be put under anaesthesia, which, is fine, so I bought pet clippers, and shes half shaved rn, were taking a break, cause shes getting mad at me 😂 but im so proud of her, she tolerated it SO well.
I was gonna try to get to sleep at a decent time, then my fyp got too real, and now I'm crying off my lashes and I'm annoyed lol
Idk why I waste my time having conversations about how things hurt my feelings, if nothing changes. I'm glad im to a point where it doesnt ruin my whole day lol. Anyways SORRY I DIDN'T STREAM YESTERDAY, I got stuck taking forever between tasks, then it was too late. So I made spicy content instead.
I seem to have forgotten how brutal it is to stretch my right ear..... i am not having a good time.... and I don't have anything to change it to that isn't flared... fml lol
I want to stream more Subnautica2 tomorrow, but idk when I will be live. I have a bunch of other crap on my plate, that im gonna attempt to get done early in the AM.
Okay, does Amazon, add things to people's carts? Cause any time i don't open Amazon for a bit, when I do, theres something in my cart, something I didnt put in it.... like, there was tampons in my cart.. i haven't bought tampons in like, nearly a decade... wtf...
As much as I'm like, really unsure how im gonna feel after surgery, every day is kind of a lot, and is INCREDIBLY draining socially being at work, so a part of me is very excited.
I am stubborn but also, I'm insane, and have to yell, and flip out sometimes. I'm trying not to though.
The tub is super stained, I'm never using pillar box red from manic panic ever again.
I'm gonna be off work for 6 fucking weeks.... I'm really upset I have to do this alone. I'll be fine. I'm just gonna have to get used to it again.