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I'm never suffering again unless desire is going on later today | 🥞☕️🔄 | NSFW, zone for freak perverts | your friendly neighborhood violence fetishist 20↑🔞 + he/him 🏳️‍🌈 + pfp by: @sutoraifuwu.bsky.social https://ao3.org/users/lumensd

Okay yeah I do need to get sappy for a minute. It cannot ever be overstated how much I love you guys. I’m so glad I started writing again. You all and these fuckass boys have pulled me out of the dark time after time and idk if I will ever be able to properly express it so I hope this post is enough

TW ed / disordered eating Groceries are so exorbitantly expensive now that it is honest to god outrageous. I can only afford to undereat because my fucking arfid only lets me eat so many foods so often, meanwhile my parents are fine. And I thought I would be fine but the headaches+nausea are brutal

Two wolves inside me. One is called “Akechi’s plan was never as simple as wanting to kill Shido, if that’s what he wanted he would’ve done so already, his plan is more convoluted and honestly quite childish on purpose, to represent how his motive for vengeance is mostly unchanged from childhood”

all my friends should be unemployed and have all the time in the world while also mysteriously having enough money to live comfortably

(thoughtfully tapping pen against chin) You know, for someone who loves writing physical violence, I have somehow never written a single Takemi scene. That really should change. I am missing out on some REALLY funny conversations between her and Joker

Using lists of three is not an "AI tell." It's a common trait in human writing because our brains biologically want to make sure there's always one thing to marry, one thing to fuck, and one thing to murder.