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artblock has really been whopping me like the past couple months 🥲 but i remembered what i always do which is 2 stop making my art neat and overworking it.. like my whole style is so that i dont think too hard (which is how i tend 2get artblock) and i always forget this and give myself artblock
my anxiety meds is working better than my adhd meds in the sense that im still as scatterbrained as ever i just dont panic abt it anymore
i'm tentatively opening my comms again.. this time for $50 bc i will be doing them simpler than i was before and for my health etc. please read my carrd linked below for more info as i'm changing up how i receive payment as well! shares are appreciated ^_^
okay my goal is to start drawing on smaller canvasses im saying this so i dont forget
i kind of want the bright sword to get a tv show but itd have to be ppl who actually gaf abt making a good tv show which feels so rare
i wont be able to finish some oc refs in time for art fight i think but the fun 4 me is drawing other ppl's stuff anyway
im tired of reading fake relationship where they pretend not to like each other and the conflict is both parties thinking it's unrequited i want to read a fake relationship where one or both parties is interested in the other and feelings are out in the open already like navigate that instead
should i put meade up for artfight. will i even be able 2 participate in artfight this yr
wtf devolver is having a ridiculous sale rn so if youve ever loved me now is the time to buy katana zero (and loop hero)
i'm still taking these but i will now be donating $25 from each comm to support the strike at the delaney hall detention center. more info as to where i will be donating in this instagram post: www.instagram.com/p/DZDCFPFjlJ7/ but if there's anywhere specific you have in mind, please lmk!
i'm tentatively opening my comms again.. this time for $50 bc i will be doing them simpler than i was before and for my health etc. please read my carrd linked below for more info as i'm changing up how i receive payment as well! shares are appreciated ^_^
i'm finally getting around 2 selling the leftovers of the stickers i made for anyc 🙇♀️ $1.50 USD each! there is only one (1) ralsei left but everything else i'll put quantities in the thread. please email me mabevillage@proton.me if you'd like to buy some tyy
#hearfeelpink my wolship mo is meade has an open crush on erenville that he's largely unconcerned about and doesn't entertain much despite having a lot of respect for the wol for saving eorzea/being interested in adventures when he was younger.. i like to characterise erenville as not too
i like the word for the latest illit album (more than i like the album 😐) which is "mamihlapinatapai" and it apparently means a look w/o words btwn two people who want to initiate something but neither of them will start/are unwilling to do it... which is literally how i approach pairings i like
i acc cant think abt the first half of dawntrail or the first location part of endwalker (both important to my wolship canon) w/o feeling like im about 2 pass out from overwhelm
recently added a second pairing to my list of pairings nobody has ever heard of from media that does not have a fandom culture
it is that time of the week where i get on the floor and start crying and beg for everyone to give me $4 so i can quit my job www.patreon.com/posts/speedb...
i'm tentatively opening my comms again.. this time for $50 bc i will be doing them simpler than i was before and for my health etc. please read my carrd linked below for more info as i'm changing up how i receive payment as well! shares are appreciated ^_^
nothing motivates me to get thru my old ffxiv wips (despite my fucked up right arm) like my wol's almost unbearable mostly one-sided crush on erenville
i can feel these 2 taking over my mind again
my sweethearts #ffxiv
another one of my silly fics 🤓 this time my wol meade x erenville and its part of a longer au where they spend a lot of time in tural exploring
saw the ffxiv news yesterday and felt so refreshed...! despite not having played post-dt yet that i kind of want to get back to my ff stuff now including this and all the other fic i have rotting on my comp
i forgot i started writing a post-pandaemonium erichthonios char study-like fic over a yr ago after i played it wtf.. somewhat erichthonios/themis "if you squint"bc i love genfic vague romance more than anything.. the last img is my notes lolol??