mads the cowboypuppy ☿
@madolche.bsky.social
🌱 hoi, i’m mads! i do art stuff sometimes & talk about things i like. 🇵🇹🦂 18+ only ⚧️ 30s/NB/queer 🏳️⚧️ he/they ⭐️ scorpio ☼ aries ☽ leo △ 🎮 Gaymer 🎨 Artist 📚 Bookworm 🛌 Professional Eepy Boy ✨ Magical Pawthemboy 🐾 Pawwtistic ૮u ﻌ u ა
three days later we finally got an update.....
mads the cowboypuppy ☿@madolche.bsky.social · last wk.UGH. ITS SO CLOSE. GIVE IT TO ME!!!!!!
i woke up to not one but three AF attacks today and it got me feeling very warm and full 😭💖 i will share them at the end of it
i think life would be so much better if i just died
feeling down today and i feel like the only thing that would make my day better is if i got sunny in the mail today so i can just have something to hug
mads the cowboypuppy ☿@madolche.bsky.social · 3w agoSOON I HOPE QAQ PLS COME HOME TO ME
might do more drawing today but it's hot humid.....
i'm on art fight again this year. team tragedy 🌧️ no preferences. i like to draw Cute characters. i'm prolly gonna limit myself by 1 art per day so i don't overwhelm myself. such a shame the server is bad rn. but here's my profile! artfight.net/~madsgelato
artfight.net
why can't i find a mf doctor that specializes in hrt like im so annoyed. they either don't accept my insurance or not accepting new patients. WHY CANT SHIT BE UNIVERSAL WHY DOES MY HEALTH AND CARE NOT FUCKING MATTER IN THIS WORLD LIKE YAYYYY I LOVE BEING ALIVE!! YAY I LOVE HAVING SUICIDAL IDEATION!!
i could apply contour make up, dress a bit oversized to hide my hips, grow facial hair, but unfortunately i got the Short genes, so i fear im never getting rid of the butch lesbian allegations based on appearance alone 🙃
maybe i should have hired an attorney for this workers comp situation :(
I think these are still some of my favourite paintings I made of Ghost.. I'm so fond of painting dramatic edgelords 💀😔🫶
why do i torture myself with overwatch. i know the worst time to play is any time in the afternoon and peak win streaks are like 7am-noon, but yet i keep playing and then get mad myself for de-ranking lmao and during the end of season for drives no less makes it worsee but yet i still keep playing!!
why does workers comp take so damn long? like the world doesn't stop when you got bills to pay. and i only have so much saved for emergencies only and this is gonna def deplete it. there's no sense of urgency. fuck the poor ig
why do i always want to do important things during the hours where Things are closed bc business hours are such a joke lmao also i hate making phone calls it's so annoying stumbling over my own words
my lil bro coworker messaged me after he find out i got fired and now i feel bad 🫠
at least here i can just talk shit into an open empty void and not give a shit
trying not to lose my shit but lately it's been really fuckin difficult
wanted to share my faves art pieces i've done that i enjoyed doing 💖
