Mai

@maibui.bsky.social

20 English/español

I have barely smoke in the las 3 weeks i miss smoking whenever i feel hungry I'm barely eating once at day sometimes twice at day i miss cigarettes

I was pretty much in middle of nowhere a friend and i started going into the woods around 4 pm and get back in the city at 10 pm it was a good walk i should do it more often, we also drink two bottles of wine during the process

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I'm starting the process to be on hrt i have to wait a week for the response with the date of when i would be seeing a therapist on gender affirming care, I'll probably don't tell my family about it and just let them discover it by themselves

I just learned that im 55 kilos i was on 61 last time I checked wich is good I'm finally back on bmi 16 I'll probably try to get bmi 14 or 13 in the next couple of months

Well i didn't expect to have to take my mom to the er today after my appointment with my psychiatrist i did have planned to go to her job to say hi to go out to skate after the appointment, at least my dad is with her in the er and they sent me home with the backpacks +

I got na appointment with my psychiatrist last Friday just to be told that she quit her job :P i got it reschedule for tomorrow at least i didn't have to wait a long time to met a new psychiatrist i dont know if its noticeable in the video but why is raining in frickin summer i got wet last Friday

I want to play my guitar rn but i will get in problems with my family 'cause it's 3 am it's been so long since I last practice with an instrument i should start doing it more constantly I don't want to forget how to play a guitar like i did with a piano i can still read charts though

I want to see a shark in person again their so cute i want to pet one again.... Miss going to the beach it's been a couple of years since i last been on the ocean i miss those times that i could go a couple of times every year

I miss hanging out with some friends and smoking weed... Hopefully i can get a job so i can buy again my monthly kilo of weed i miss it so much rn it's barely once at week that i smoke outside cigarettes, i miss getting high while drinking

I got two months to get a job or I'm force go to do my military service that i been putting aside for the last three years, i know i won't get accepted for a couple of reasons and the nerve damage on my left leg, I'm worry about my cats if i don't get a job

Looking for moots! :3 Mai ‎ENG/ESP English is not my first language Any pronouns ‎Depression, ADHD, Autism, maybe BPD ‎i like cats, music and art, rock, metal, vocaloids etc ︎♡↺ or reply to be moots<3 shtwt edtwt mentallyilltwt goretwt

I finally give up creating new Twitter accounts fuck that site I'm moving over here anyway, Hi i will be posting my sh and talking about my daily life on here