M_Specter

@malaxspecter.bsky.social

29yr old - Seiso Demon King (frog?) - V tuber / Pngtuber, Artist, Gamer, DnD Player PFP and Banner by @minimalaifu.bsky.social http://linktr.ee/M_Specter Twitch: https://m.twitch.tv/m_specter

Im happy to close the page on another campaign. We saved the world but an npc I cared for couldnt be saved along with 100's of deaths from the people we took to fight the final boss with. Thought I would be ok after some rest but ended up crying this morning.

Todays the final session for my saturday campaign. I think I did well to avoid thinking about it during our three week break but the fear crept in last night. Im extremely happy with this campaign but I expect pain until the final die is cast.

Shadowbringers relic grind almost makes me not want to grind for anymore relics. I say this but I know damn well once I finish the 2 from this expansion i'll be doing Dawntrails grind as well.

Man after going through my notes of last session I think ive become paranoid over things the dm says. A lot of stuff comes back to bite my character in the ass or it turns our a character ive trusted lied. Its hard to not have decision paralysis with that in mind.

The closer I get to dawntrail the more fear I have for doing current content. I like traveling the world without monsters interrupting me ;-; and my friends keep telling me the boss mechanics get harder.