help.

sometimes it feels like existing is just as painful as dying would be.

i'm afraid i cannot do that right now.

leave me alone. leave me alone.

i don't want to be a part of a fandom if they're going to treat me like shit.

i want to be safe. i want to be cared for.

how are you? i'm terrible.

i wish that i could avoid you.

i fucking hate you

i wish that i could avoid you.

i'm so stressed all the time now.

i'm afraid i cannot do that right now.

it's nice to be loved but with love comes hate.

i just want nothing but your happiness. please don't take advantage of that.

i feel like none of my friends are my friends.

I won't keep tabs on you so I expect you to do the same.

you're just gonna leave me again, huh?

I don't have any troublesome connections with people. So please leave me alone!

sorry, i am not a perfect person. i never will be.

i'm just so tired. so, so tired.

sometimes i wish vanishing wasn't painful.

why am i such a mess?

i know you're talking about me behind my back.

who am I anymore?

i'm just so tired. so, so tired.

don't interact with me. ever.

i just want nothing but your happiness. please don't take advantage of that.

i hate myself, actually.

why am i like this?

why do you assume i'm faking? WHY would i fake something like this!?