Maradyne_

@maradyne.bsky.social

Twitch: https://twitch.tv/maradyne_ Pixiv: https://pixiv.me/maradyne YT: https://youtube.com/@maradyne Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/maradyne Hell (dead): https://x.com/Maradyne_ if you want to throw money at me lol: https://ko-fi.com/maradyne_

It would be kinda nice to just...go back in time a few seconds, walk a slightly different direction, and see if a person makes the same small sound in response to your presence that they did the first time.

someone with a blanket over their head threw a rock through a sliding glass door earlier and, like, the whole thing immediately spiderwebbed and started falling apart kinda baller day should've taken a picture now that i think about it

i don't always conjure songs in my dreams, but interesting lyric, of the two i could comprehend (The other was "zoul-ke-he-het", said like the word "zoulkhett" pronounced with some spicy pacing, but it was in a nonexistent language referred to as Laura.)

the text "対価の あ 恣意", romanized to "taika no a shii", translated to "The Arbitrariness of Consideration".

just need to put this somewhere ahahaAHAHA (positive) working on wardrobe expansions and was happy with this went art shopping today felt appropriate ok (also this made me notice i need to clean my mirror oops)

purple and black clothes with striped gloves and a scarf and a shawl in a skirt-like configuration and a hat with horns and sans undertale pinned on it; the hands are in front, hiding the face, forming a heart shapepurple and black clothes with striped gloves and a scarf and a shawl in a skirt-like configuration and a hat with horns and sans undertale pinned on it, hands holding up a phone in front, obscuring the face, with a bag on the shoulder off to side; there are also water marks on the reflection

so i was thinking about how much of a nerd Zeno in Resident Evil 9 is and like i want to flick him on the forehead until he cries and then offer my shoulder to cry into and give him a hug ive never felt this before i think i just unlocked something in my mind is this toxic yuri?? i get it now????

i feel ive sort of lost the plot the last couple weeks in terms of focus so trying to organize my efforts more today's notes lol also my back isn't fighting me anymore so streaming later

notes, reading

"Divina character sheet onstream

[[REDACTED]] offstream


Pick a single thing per stream and stick to it, maybe allowing for only tiny diversions.
  The purpose of !agenda

New audio paradigm: become ungovernable. 
Stop capturing audio from individual applications, just capture desktop audio, route voice into desktop audio so I can hear it. 
  This could be another stream's focus if i want.

Don't worry about the music, just play it, if twitch gets mad make 12 more accounts frick it to hell with copywrong the whims of the ruling class are chaff undeserving of my attentions or concern


Draw Lala assaulting Prod with a burger sometime"

felt drained this past week...but also like ive been carsick??? after eating better than i had been and resting most of the day, feeling better also been paying more attention to my senses and mental state and like...steadying myself more working well pic related

an image of editing the alt text for a picture of Bondrewd, adding the correction "Bondaddy" to the browser spellcheck suggestions