let’s explore the enchanted redwood forest with mama

it's a little poetic that one of the first mtg packs we opened together had "run away together" in it

you could see it in her eyes. the need for purpose, the need for a role to fulfill. it was as if she was pleading wordlessly; anything, please. anything but this mindless wandering. desperation emanated so vividly from her that it was almost pitiful. to you, though, it was endearing.

being told something is “the last thing i’d ever do” is incredibly hot when it’s my girlfriend saying it. unfortunately it doesn’t hit the same when it’s my dad saying it :(

so there’s a cupboard in our new place that’s too high for me to reach :( apparently that’s where the keys to my chastity cage are going

terrible day but tomorrow will be better. love you all, please stay strong

one day everything will be okay

is it possible to be addicted to submission and service because i think i am

to all the people that treat me like the dog i am, thank you. thank you from the bottom of my heart.

I’m not letting go of Her for the entire first day She arrives. holding on for dear life with my tiny little hands

might be a dumb puppy but i’m still a smart girl ✌️

birthdays are heaven for a wallet girl like me. i know i don’t need an excuse to treat you, but it feels nice to go all out.

Thinking today about how we're taking a polite, shy, sweet little Catholic girl and putting her in the same apartment as a bigger meaner lesbian who smokes a lot of weed and a bigger meaner lesbian who's an alcoholic, and We Own That Girl Christian panic incarnate

scuff up your boots before you come over so I can spend the evening polishing them? ♡

No matter how much I do, I always feel like it’s not enough. I could always be doing more, so why aren’t I?

being told i look “so gropeable” is not going to leave my head for a little

You should be kind to everyone. Unless it’s to me, then you should be really really mean.

she said "i'm putting my foot down." foot?? 🤤

it's awesome that if i'm being a little too annoying and they ask "what am i thinking?!" i can just say "good puppies don't think" and absolve myself of ALL guilt

Don't worry love, she's gonna be yours too even then 💜💜

she's mine now <3 (until hex shows up next week)

busy two weeks for obvious reasons :) my activity here will be pretty sporadic. if you need me, reach out on discord and i'll respond quicker there!

i'm proud of myself. :) i didn't do anything hard or challenging today but i'm proud of myself

when you're better than me, i make sure you get what you deserve.

woke up in the middle of the night a little distressed. sent Her a message, and somehow She was instantly there to comfort me. soon, it won’t have to be a message. soon, i can nestle my head into the crook of Her arm, and feel that comfort wash over me.

servitude has become such a core part of my being. i need to be owned. i need to be useful.

puppy on display #hypnosis #hypnokink

i really can't thank my found family enough. i wouldn't be able to do any of this without them. everything i am is thanks to them, and everything i will be is because of their kindness and generosity.

realizing that basically 95% of my anxiety comes from worrying about my parents and how they will react to things is Not Great. on the bright side it’s a very obvious fix