You think you're going well and then you have one bad day and suddenly you haven't slept for days and are hallucinating your abuser everywhere you go and can't stop shaking 😍😍😍

the only appropriate response to a mistake obviously

I love bottling everything up just to accidentally explode it all out when I'm with a person who very clearly doesn't have the emotional capacity to handle my crap so then I just feel more crap for making them feel crap about me feeling crap

Been bottling so much lately god I'm so desperate for everyone to see I'm doing okay but I just feel nauseous over existing 24/7.

Guess who entered some of their paintings in a local art competition for funsys

Taylor Swift The Eras Tour - Silly Tongue Out Moment

Alt: Taylor Swift The Eras Tour - Silly Tongue Out Moment

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Thoughts? Interpretations? Questions? So humbly seeked praise? lol

THE MINUTE THAT SEPTEMBER HITS IM GOIN OFF MY MEDICINE OH LATE AUGUST ANGST AND A POINTLESS NIGHT

The end of an era 🙈 (finally deleted all the MVs and scene packs and editing apps I used for my edits) Sorry guys 😕

Happy august from Aussie land 🧚🏻‍♀️🎉 sitting in slight terror that my birthday month is here already once again

Chat what do you do when say yes would go

I love randomly seeing a person who ruined my life at my lowest but i have to be chill about it because I'm in a public group setting

My new hyperfixation; the early days lol

On day 8 in a row of drinking water I genuinely think that's the longest I've done this since I was like 11 🤸🏻 erm

And I miss when coming out meant feeling better And I wish that coming out meant being yoursss

autism maxing with all the routines I'm making for myself lately (newsflash listening to your disability and doing things it likes makes life better gasp) small post on the things I've started doing the past 2? ish weeks to treat myself better 🧚🏻‍♀️🪄

Poseidon 🌊 feels kinda simple but 🤷🏻‍♀️☺️

I love procrastinating things even when they're things I'm gonna genuinely enjoy 🫩🫩 painting at midnight now because I've already wasted 2 days avoiding it for quite literally no reason??

Wow I wonder if that gut wrenching I'm gonna throw up feeling in my stomach that comes whenever someone compliments a feminine part of me means anything.. hm.. hm... hm..

my favourite game is trying to figure out if the new person I meet is queer or just such a passionate ally that they give queer vibes

I love when someone uses a Taylor song (especially a ttpd one) to gay edits (I just saw an edit of the two spice girls who had a thing to the song loml) "I'm combing through the braids of lies" over clips about one of them denying it ever happened like omg I'm sat

did someone say folklore

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This is me trying x daylight [Audio from Taylor practicing the mashup in the Eras Tour docuseries]

missing the pit in my stomach feeling every time a female teacher would call me buddy and ask me how I'm doing and say theyre proud of me Lets play was it gay or mommy issues

i wish my goldfish memory applied itself to music so i could experience the magic of listening to folklore for the first time again

New inspirational quote just dropped hashtag become one with the popcorn guys

Me when my swiftie friend finally asked me today if I saw the stuff abt KK at the wedding

Seth Meyers Looks Around on Late Night

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Painting 🖌️🎨 It's meant to be inspired by the story of Orpheus & Euredice. Gave the Icarus one to the friend and they info dumped about them 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

songs: Death Wish by Gracie Abrams x Dear Reader by Taylor Swift i was clip combo-ing like ive never combo-ed before with this one guys!!!! insane hope we enjoy 😋😋

A fawn 🦌 kinda like this painting thing, feels like I have magic hands

WDYM I PAINTED THIS PSTSGHRBDPSB

Painting!!! Irl friend seems to really like Icarus so I'm trying to make something to do with it for them (kill me now it better look godly in the end my perfectionist heart is cracking)