David Rachmaninoff

@mby91.bsky.social

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Rant time again. Fathering is important. Everybody forgot how to do it. Don’t be one anymore. Escaping is easy. We all just need to die. God will forgive us. We will be in heaven once again. Knowledge of good and evil will be beyond us . Back to the animals we always were

I am alone in this fight guys I know. I don’t need (maybe) any help. Just that maybe every now and then someone comments “your dad was drunk that night don’t worrry about it” Or that “it is not your fault the world is this shit” or that “once the great reset happens you will survive”

I will throw these words into the void. They are without meaning if not read. Yet in spite I write them anyway. It isn’t helping anyone. It isn’t helping me either. I just do it because it’s my nature I guess. I have no word of any importance

Unprocessed emotions and a broken childhood, while unrest and doubt is covering the future. I do not judge my peers for holding dear unto what’s left of us - the present. It fleets away, it has no purpose other than to be. To be there with all its femininity and GSR bullshit.

On the off chance this finds someone - feed your soul Your family won’t do it The Church won’t do it Your job won’t do it Even art won’t do it You need to heal it. Somehow, someway. Be it running away or embracing the challenge or just plain doing dumb shit to feel something

I just can’t do it. I can’t stick to anything else BUT SUBLIME TEX I tried EVERYTHING ELSE and every time I keep crawling back to it. It doesn’t have many features. In fact it has next to no feature at all. But it’s sooooo liberatinnggg

i might have accidentally become one of those “plaintext everything” guys. every gui is suspicious. they’re all going to betray me one day

Hot take: databases are for lazy people. You can achieve 99% of whatever you need using stock unix tools and plain go programs. This includes databases, indexes and distributed stuff like sharding and replication.

Congratulations to myself, you have finally fully healed from the corporate-slavery-induced burnout! I can now just work as much as I like because I HAVE THE DRIVE FOR IT AGAIN AT LAST. Thanks to nobody else but me™