I always used to sleep covering my neck so vampires wouldn't bite me. Luckily I don't worry about it so much these days.
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what I love about getting older is that you can look back at your life and you have this expanded deep narrative and lore. What do I see when I look back? It's been unbelievably brutal lmao. Domestic abuse, trauma, illness. Completely brutal. But I get through everything.
I've been dreaming so much recently, constant dreams about everything that has happened.
My life was horrible for years but everything turned around, it got better. I was probably extremely lucky. I was thinking about it yesterday. I required both LUCK and ABILITY to fix it. I needed BOTH of them, couldn't have done it without luck, couldn't have done it without ability.
Spoke to the nice staff at Greggs to know the best time to come to get stuff fresh.
@mdisk.bsky.social · 6d agoI have been obsessed with greggs recently, reading about the supply chains but also eating the food
Looking forward to having my first ever Christmas alone this year. Been through a lot. I will ring my grandmother. But I'll be by myself, going to spend it having an extra delicious meal.
Saturday Night Wrist sounds like a collection of singles from different Deftones albums that were all never made. You can hear that it's kind of dysfunctional. Still definitely an album worth listening too with classic moments.
video games used to be extremely emotionally resonant with me in way they sadly can't be today, it was very intense
highlight of my life was christmas day 2004, getting Halo 2 for the original xbox, eating a twix for breakfast and loading up the multiplayer map Headlong and just driving aimlessly around by myself, amazing
I have been obsessed with greggs recently, reading about the supply chains but also eating the food
1.25 units * 3, drunk within a 60 minute span is the optimum amount of BAC
Urgent #mutualaid request Been trying for a month to get a weeks rent for a hotel(£540) together and am stuck at just over 2nights, please help me stayed housed after multiple surgeries the last year including a amputation, being homeless would likely not end well, reposts appreciated. X
Cee@ctrlaltceedelete.bsky.social · 2mo agoI managed to get temp accommodation for a bit, which is good because I have been very ill for a few weeks. That ends soon and I urgently need help getting money for hotels together, summer rates are very expensive, please help if you can. X PP; hvngmvnrecords@gmail.com
I don't mix with people a lot and sometimes I do and I think, "wow that was really autistic of me", and I feel, what I NEVER feel when I'm by myself, which is shame, that like, I am kind of interacting in this monologue-ing way, or I am too technical, I'm messing up the flow of the conversation.
strong anhedonia but it is dsyregulation that comes from poor sleep constantly due to pain and also caffeine
due to my condition my diet is unfortunately restricted, if it wasn't for that I would be eating like a pig for morale, it would be a great morale boost, and putting on weight, constant chocolate, high fat sausages, meats and so on
if I didn't have my disability, I would spend all day in bed, it would be amazing