Bangs my head on the floor

This is me guys trust

Looks at you like this So. I'm still employed for 9 days, who's ready for me to become a jobless chud (jokes, I'm already applying to other spots)

Update, I put in my notice and they cut my hours Ha

Axel ࣪ ִֶָ☾. (Taking a break)@meatzfur.bsky.social · last wk.

Two days away from work only to be put back in for 4 days I can't.........

Two days away from work only to be put back in for 4 days I can't.........

Swallows loudly Can't sleep I think I might be more obvious than I think Gulps God what is wrong with my brain And now I try (force myself) to sleep

Joining a fandom after only seeing their FOURTH game is killing me I'm so scared 💔 I'm not a larp I just like the games 💔💔💔💔

So, not only have I started being excluded from conversation with most of the morning crew at work But they're also just blatantly ignoring me and making it REALLY obvious I'm the only one being excluded from the "friend" group Known these people the whole 3 yrs I've been working btw.

Big feelings today I think, mostly positive but it kinda gets to a point Back to the grind twin, gotta keep it going

Highkey thinking about quitting so I don't have to do anything anymore 💔

The art I decide to make instead of working on my ref sheet. #meatsnackieart

Presses my head on the wall I don't wanna go to work

God I can't tell anyone or I'm gonna get fucking chewed out legit. Where does anyone go when they have the same thoughts as me but can't tell their friends because they're gonna think it's stupid and dumb. Awful awful awful brain. It's late, that's it. That has to be the problem, yeah.

Axel ࣪ ִֶָ☾. (Taking a break)@meatzfur.bsky.social · 4w ago

Yea I think I am awful for what I think rn

Yea I think I am awful for what I think rn

It's better I'm at work and not at home right now

Highkey thinking something kinda fucked so I'm staying off calls for the next 2 days I can't even tell anyone what I'm thinking because it sounds stupid as hell and is genuinely fucked up. (No it's not SH it's something else)

Bats my little eyes Haven't posted art in a bit uhmmmmm Have my new phone wallpaper of Sasha, thankds 😛 #psychonauts #meatsnackieart

If I am on the drive thru window again for my last day at work, I am gonna tweak.

There is absolutely no way that no one comes into work until 3, when I leave. What is this schedule holy freak.

So like. I work today with the most incompetent people I could've ever gotten on shift If one bad thing happens the whole place is gonna blow up

This is me

Why am I being asked if I touch myself I'm gonna cry my eyes out 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I think I'm lowkey the only freak that likes the spiders and spider crab in adopt me So many people are scared of them and it makes me feel kinda bad because they're my favorite pets 💔

Gulps really loudly Hey so I just saw more of the DLC for Doom DA and I'm lowkey foaming at the mouth

Me because I cleaned the kitchen

I've, unfortunately, been feeling a lot worse lately. So the break might be for a good while longer. I'm still online, but it's usually with friends or alone on games. The only reason I remember what day it is is because I work 9-5, if not for that I'd probably still think it was 2024. Lmfao.

It's my birthday I feel a bit drunk playing at this game stop with my sisterrrr I'm feeling 22 🐛

My birthday is actually really soon. I wonder if my family will try to celebrate with me after so long, I haven't had a good birthday since 16. I honestly just want to go out with my sisters and call my friends, I think that would be enough.

Happy Mother’s Day 💖✨ To all the mothers and mother figures out there, thank you for the love, strength, and care you share every single day. Wishing you a day filled with warmth, happiness, and beautiful moments.💖 #metronomik #nsr2 #mothersday

Happy birth month to me (It's the 19th I'm scared)