C0DA

@mespeth.bsky.social

|| 29 | Spain | They/He/She | AuDHD | ENG/ESP \ComputerStuff-Student.ps1 -Struggle:$True ✦ Human and Furry art ✦ LGTBA+! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ ✦ Commissions CLOSED INDEFINITELY ✦

Someday we should talk about the inescapable sexualization within the fandom to the point it's almost mandatory for artists to engage in order to make enough money to survive in this over competitive economy. Especially when said artists are demographics more vulnerable to sexual violence.

Quick psa apparently is a very bad idea to leave PTSD untreated for decades as you will eventually implode like a trauma supernova, lose like half your weight and end up disabled. At least I still got a wicked sense of humor.

Spoiler I immediately suffered a nervous crashdown after that which resulted in still ongoing insomnia, unable to perform basic daily tasks and urgent psychological intervention. Almost lost 40% of my weight in 2 years. HOW AM I STILL ALIVE. RESILIENT CRYPTID.

C0DA@mespeth.bsky.social · last yr.

First year of my technical formation on sys/netadmin done. Got second place in grades (behind my bestie!) with a 9/10 on average 😎 My teacher is already looking for suitable internships next year. Really looking forward to cybersecurity next year!

Tried to log back in, see how everyone is doing. But I no longer use the same name, I've redesigned my sona, have no clue who is even left. I can't even see the nsfw stuff anymore, even the slightly suggesting stuff is triggering. I don't feel like the same person anymore. I don't think I am.

First year of my technical formation on sys/netadmin done. Got second place in grades (behind my bestie!) with a 9/10 on average 😎 My teacher is already looking for suitable internships next year. Really looking forward to cybersecurity next year!

Went to the hairdresser to shape up my weird mullet and the barber cut my bangs a bit too much, more like a mohawk. Did you know apparently I'm one of those people that need no product to pull a mohawk up??

Omg how did I learn about ANOTHER girl. There's six (for now) 💀💀💀 ((Getting a scan done next week, gave free reign to my vengeful hoe friends if I got anything))

When you are looking at the bags your ex brought last night to pack his things from your shared flat while you wonder for how many years he has been cheating on you and mentally making a note to do a STD panel after this is over.

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In the 2024-2025 season I have: - Been forced to abandon my dream job - My parents got divorced - (Very painfully) ended a 7 year long relationship - Relapse of my chronic illness Like, kudos to me for not being suicidal lfmao

there's 3 days left on the fundraiser, im 54.8% of the way there! even if I can't make the deadline, im hopeful to fundraise enough during April, any help is really appreciated!! i really, really want top surgery to put a stop to my chronic rib and back pain😭😭

☀️Rhidley☀️ Commissions CLOSED@lumens8ite.com · last yr.

if you like my art and can afford to, a donation to my top surgery fund would forever change me! if im to keep doing art, i really need to work out and strengthen my body, but first i need surgery so i can do that😅 whydonate.com/en/fundraisi...