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sillymancer / nsfw maker / egg enjoyer [ #mewdsart #mewdomo ] [ #sfw #nsfw #commission #personal #stream ] website β https://mewdles.com/ linktree β https://linktr.ee/mewdles
don't underestimate the power of a tsp of sugar in a very spicy dish
ive been quietly asking for help as various emergencies push me into an escalating and challenging situation from the flat tire and the more recent urgent dental needs the bills run a marathon around me, i move deeper into a deference (debts) if you can help out, please do β ko-fi.com/mewdles/
as penance for my egregious pleas and textposting, i will drop an art it's a progression chart i've been keeping up showcasing the stages of myself with some little brief notes the original was deeply self-deprecating, I toned it down #mewdsart #sfw #personal #progressionchart #human
took a shower and just thought of an interesting opening to my game that only plays once on a fresh install and every subsequent non-save load will just load you into the default start directly the idea is your first choice is the most impactful leading a series of small changes
social media is like eating bread crumbs one granual at a time unsatisfying, frustrating, and sometimes laced with poison then you go to an artist website and read their web comic at your leisure and realize you could of been eating avocado toast this entire time
my irl past time would be simultaneous bed rotting with a friend, naked while we watch long form porn together but I know most people don't have the attention span to make it past 5 minutes of contextual build up π
i like games that do something weird and interesting as opposed to being optimally "gamey" fun we can still have those kind of games, of course, but i don't want "the best game" i want a game that makes me feel things and defeating Izu from #PicayuneDreams makes me emotional
i kind of want to ask a bunch of web comic artists i follow how long it takes for them to push out a simple idea (non-story orientated) with maybe like 4-panels and flat colors i've seen tailsteak work and it can take a day for them because of their process, but one artist is not a good sample pool
as penance for my egregious pleas and textposting, i will drop an art it's a progression chart i've been keeping up showcasing the stages of myself with some little brief notes the original was deeply self-deprecating, I toned it down #mewdsart #sfw #personal #progressionchart #human
anyways, I want to thank everyone who has donated to me or subscribed to my potato tier on ko-fi even though the support is small (like 10 people), i wouldn't be here otherwise, things would be bad if i didn't have the 10 goobers sacrificing chunks of their income so i can keep the lights on
if you ever offer me munny and i just go non-verbal i'm pretty sure it's a defense mechanism perhaps i want you to make the choice to be genuinely compassionate and also avert any verbal commitments where abuse can happen
the only bottoming out i do involves my checking and credit balances
as per usual, im not ready for rent and electricity because im constantly trying to make up for deficits from other months
I decided to do a backup of all my art and found that there were several cyclic redundancy errors with both old and new files which is giving me a sneaking suspicion that my art drive might be dying.
I sure like very loud construction right next to my apartment at 11PM :)
I'm a type of person who does well in solitude. I appreciate having time to myself. That doesn't mean I don't get lonely. Though, it's less about not being around people, but rather that I don't know anyone who like the things I do. I often have to "adjust my step" to match the tempo of others.
I finally played Picayune Dreams and lost myself to it for a couple days. The art and feeling captured me in a way that's hard to explain. It is perhaps a combination of nostalgia and "weirdness". I suggest giving it a shot. It's a touhou disguised as a survivors-like. Obscure, but a $5 treat.
"hey, hold on a second, these idiots look very similar to your other idiots" me:
chrissy using a parashroom on you and you think "oh he's gonna do lewd things me isn't he" and then he proceeds to take your wallet and run while silly rats start nibbling on you