Electro House Gremlin

@mewnlightro.se

30, She/her | I make music you can drink water to | Junior software dev, EDM producer every 12 months | <3 @lunaryrose.bsky.social pfp: @shambletime.bsky.social music found at https://soundcloud.com/mewnlight-rose

RAISE THE ROOF wh- no i didn't mean like th- actually that's some surprising craftsmanship yea that new roof looks rather stable i swear this is the last time i dj at a construction site tho

always funny when i see people complain about isolation being too long like damn i wonder if it was inspired by something that also lasted for fucking ever and was produced during that something

...gosh, thank you everyone who's helped & shared so far You're all amazing TnT I'm working hard The job search part of the program has started! Hopeful!!! And my cert test in the same program is Friday! I'm gonna make this count I swear! I'm still far behind though so, please, anything helps!

Juniper Pines@junipenumbra.bsky.social · last yr.

Hopefully, this will be the last time I do this Thank you, so much. You're all amazing ;n; ko-fi.com/juniperpines www.gofundme.com/f/zwhms-plea... #ko-fi #gofundme #fundraiser #student-loans #help

Image says: I don't like writing these. It's hard to ask for help. Please bear with me. Also, know that I truly appreciate everything, and I'm sorry for not finishing stuff yet.
I've been working hard at vocational rehab. I still have a month to go before I graduate, get the cert, and transfer to Job Placement Coordinators. With disability-limited energy available (unmedicated ADHD/cPTSD etc) and vocational rehab work, and shame about asking for help, I've been ignoring my finances.
They haven't gotten better. I've been ignoring it so I can keep moving forward. It's not great.
I'm now defaulted on one huge loan.
I'm just... exhausted. Dealing with loans would have made vocational rehab impossible...
On a positive note, though
These loans may be the last major weight on my shoulders.
Thank You!!! Because of y'all, and a ton of work, much of my other
problems are now no longer really that much of a problem.
I have Medicaid, I'm living with kind people in a quiet house...
I've sold my car (One less bill! but transportation is harder...)
One of my loans is wiped out!
So... Again, I'm asking for relief.
The total that I owe is close to $50,000 USD
I'm only asking for $5,000 as my goal.
This would be enough to pull myself out of default and have a cushion to work towards getting them under control, such that I'm steadily
paying them off.
Removing this final weight would allow me to move forward. Again... I
know I've said it a bunch of times, but I really am so close to
being okay. After so many years of struggle, I'm actually almost okay. So... if you want to help, and if you can help, I would appreciate it.
...But only if you can! Please, don't if you'll be waiting on a paycheck for something. I appreciate it, but not at your expense.
Even considering is just... I'm so wildly thankful for anything. THANK YOU!
I'm going to keep making it count, working towards a future where I can pay it forward, help others, post art, actually finish work,
just do anything for you all.