the #chaos came last week the broadband went down initially then cell phones the birds which I fed were nowhere the tv channels went down there were no cars moving at all there was no gas electric water nothing there were no soldiers on the street just an occasional fighter jet boom ... #vss365

#vss365 🚥 #tend Be careful with the ten that is the five and five. The dominant will tend to pretend only half will survive to be the one more, than both nine and four. The handle will turn. The candle however will burn if you're not careful with the ten that is the five and five.

We live in Eden we were getting on really well until you know the story it's always the woman's fault old slippery tale himself told her it would be ok to eat that #fruit but why was it there in the first place that's what I say and she was only doing her best for me it's a long story #vss365

that's my job I #tend people watch over them cheer them up spend time hold them in my hands now I'm retired that's me a gardener of sorts looking after the seedlings give them what they need pray for them and you drop in phone send letters buy presents and then there's the animals birds #vss365

we can #create other human beings through interaction of sorts but we have to give some of our essence so out pops the baby we go back to the beginning as all things do all things right back to that first seed that's life with our minds we create the world but who's mind it's here look #vss365

#temptation is ever present watch and pray the beautiful smile those kissable lips watch and pray the way they walk and how they speak watch and pray that lottery prize is just within reach watch and pray that electric car I've always wanted watch and pray but my mind's the worst just pray #vss365

we're heading North from the heat of Hampshire to the coolness of Scotland we will #arrive in Edinburgh soon I can't wait the train has been fine Winchester to Waterloo Waterloo to Kings Cross Kings Cross to Edinburgh and on to the Kingdom my home to my friends and neighbours #vss365

I can no longer #coast in chess my opponents guess my strategies my little tricks fail to entice we've been down in the heat of Hampshire and we went to Brighton for the graduation of a great niece it was even hotter coming back there he was the chess player on his phone game yikes good #vss365

so do we #descend into hell if we sin well we're all sinners so are we all going to hell could be but isn't that catasrphising if that's even a word here's a breath do your best it's gone now how did you do here's a breath do your best how did you do that's it relax here's a breath do ... #vss365

I've reached the #summit many times only to find it's not the real top there is another hill beyond we strive and struggle all our lives only to find the joy of play with a child or the depth of beauty in a garden rose how red she blooms she takes our breath away joy joy joy #vss365

there is a beat to life a definite #cadence can you hear it in the trees and grass the wild flowers the birds in the trees but the bombs will stop the war mongers will kneel to pray and the terror will be history our children will grow tall and never speak of this time can you feel it #vss365

so I asked Hillary what happens when we die do you think we #ascend to heaven she thought for a second death is legally defined by the Uniform Determination of Death Act irreversible cessation of respiratory and circulatory functions whether we go to heaven depends on your belief #vss365

the #shift came from nowhere people began to see strange things and talk in alien tongues performing miracles it was frightening we were all terrified the clouds began to gather in strange shapes and the heat became unbearable we knelt and prayed but it was not yet time and then... #vss365

what #road will we travel on it's hard to say sometimes we think money and power will help us and maybe they will you can write a big cheque to God before you go you're but to get a better place beyond but I doubt it we struggle and strive then die like the flowers of the field #vss365

at the beginning of my career I had a strong #tailwind my probation had gone well my managers loved me things changed subtly I began to realise I was getting a headwind I applied for other posts but never got them the headwind got stronger and I knew it was time to go they held a party #vss365

we used to talk about people having a #turn meaning some sort of medical episode I haven't heard that word used recently in that context when you look up the online dictionaries you don't see that definition at all it's as if the history of the word has been sanitised by the compilers #vss365

Dylan glared at the screens showing the view outside as the Charon made the slow #turn around the orbit of the moon above Houston. Tasked with finding survivors in a colony, he could see there was little hope. Fighting had been fierce. Casualties high and indiscriminate, but he hoped. #vss365

my #balance has been off ever since I had some brain episodes so has my chess for that matter I used to like riding my bike but with wonky balance it's a bit nerve wracking my chess is improving again I play on the internet ten minutes each that too is tense trying to find the best move #vss365

I had a really fast car when I was 21 it was called a #sprint needless to say I couldn't drive it properly I only had it for a year but it was powerful too powerful for me that's it really nothing more to say It'll be a collectors piece now if it's still on the road It could go #vss365

so Hillary and I were discussing #momentum I said it was mass times distance per second squared you're wrong she said you're confusing velocity with acceleration velocity is distance per second or whatever we could go out for a coffee if you like and talk a bit I don't think so she said #vss365

nobody avoids the #headwind north south east and west nobody avoids the headwind it blows strong from birth and before sometimes overcoming us nobody avoids the headwind it can rip us apart limb from limb nobody avoids the headwind it can make us sick delirious nobody avoids the ... #vss365

before we #depart the womb we were X and Y and X was X and Y and Y was X and Y so you see it gets a bit complicated the further back the X and Y'a increase exponentially you realise quite quickly your brain can't quite handle it that's life I suppose we are the ghost in the machine #vss365

defeat being #conquered we all have to face it in sport in love in work and other ways we all have to face it in our spiritual path we strive with all our strength but fall short our enemies surround us mock us we are the defeated but we continue and rebuild and strive again forward #vss365

be #patient he said and yet here we are generation after generation waiting sometimes it gets so hot I can hardly breath and when I sit down my body creaks as I get up be patient he said while the mad blow up the world with their cleverness and greed be patient he said #vss365

the starlings are #unabashed in my garden flying in like paratroopers for the mealworms I put out I'm glad to see them slowly building up numbers again what disease affected them I don't know but numbers dropped those wonderful murmurations should appear again soon keep eating #vss365

#magnetism interests me only a few substances are ferro magnetic iron cobalt nickel now electricity and magnetism are inextricably linked according to special relativity armed with all this knowledge I decided to ask Hillary out do you think we're magnetic Hillary push off she said #vss365

I try to #embrace my faults too many to mention as I walk this path through life one step after another it's unusually warm here just now the heatwave continues making it difficult to sleep we have the windows open at night but the noise of a passing car disturbs us you can't win #vss365

I gave her the #rose of my heart all those years ago before I fell into the pit and when I came out I wasn't the same she left the rose withered she didn't come back the years passed year after year I knew where she lived but I didn't feel like calling or writing or anything really #vss365

I've had my fair share of of fun and #frolic from an early age of doctors and nurses postman's knock and so on but now I have my beloved there's no need of childish games #vss365

I used to have a poster as a student depicting #defiance a knight on horseback turning to fight a horde of warriors but reality is never like that I've died the coward's death many times #vss365