Istari

@midnightsunii.bsky.social

whatever I fancy, gothic, horror, lit, movies, games..sharing bad art i make. not an artist, but it helps ‘I live the life of an aesthete’

half way through tho short it’s depressing me omg. I had to pause go breathe and just collect myself again because I just saw it shattered all over that emptiness and need to anchor one’s self in the story.

Istari@midnightsunii.bsky.social · 10mo ago

Maybe combine that with The Death of Ivan Ilyich, i also know the plot and importance but i feel like these emotions come together and it’s not that long. Still reading katabasis, so it stays as the lighter read.

I always hear all quiet on the western front being referenced in films and art and i knew an overview of it but i feel a need to actually read it. the emotional toll, trauma and stagnation might be just relatable a bit as starters to pick an immense war experience like that.

Getting to listen to vampire masquerade ost for a few hours now is making me emotional and nostalgic. I feel like i aged a million years in six months .. hmm i need to revive myself.

Art thread.. I don’t know how to do a feed but I’ll just probably do this instead to link the weird stuff I did in one place. big emphasis on me not being an artist it just that it helps me stay grounded and busy imagining colors and music.