Midnight Teddy

@midnightteddyasmr.bsky.social

ASMRtist, seemingly specializing in comfort and yandere style. Plushie enthusiast, storytelling scholar, and horror consumer. Open to collaboration She/her/hers 🩷💜🩵 biromantic demisexual demigirl 🧡🖤💜 Minors DNI 🔞 I'm 38 youtube.com/@midnightteddyasmr

Finally got to see The Amazing Digital Circus movie. Unfortunately, it felt unsatisfying. But I enjoyed it and I'm happy I was able to help support the creators. NP and I agree that it has good bones. The foundation, the structure was strong, but it needed some more meat on those bones.

Had a depressive episode start partway through stream last night. That was rough, had to ignore it and power through. Post-stream, I took my meds and got some sleep. Cause "turn it off and on again" is what you need sometimes.

My latest video, the F4TF, is doing shit in the numbers. I DON'T CARE I want the trans lovelies to know that they are seen and loved. Showing trans support has cost me two subscribers. GOOD I want the TERFs and bigots out of my channel. Happy Fucking Pride, pick up a brick honeydrops 🪨🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

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No answer yet, but finally making progress. Doctor couldn't find anything physical with the ear itself, nor my carotid. But a hearing test found a NOTICEABLE difference between my left and right ears (it's the right that is worse).

I think I've developed pulsatile tinnitus. I've got a doctor appointment scheduled to get it checked and confirmed. 'cept sound is my most sensitive sense, so this tone and pressure is a constant, low-level stressor. I'm doing my best to hold on until the appointment on tuesday