I'll try to convince my mother to let me stay at home tomorrow (today kinda) because I feel shitty... Let's see if I get to stay home or get a beating + guilt trip (⁠ ⁠˶⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ꁞ⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠˶⁠ ⁠)

I'm such a failure. All I do is stay awake until 3am, go to school just to fall asleep, b!nge, read bl at home and doomscroll

I won't buy any new clothes until I reach my gw

I just noticed that I haven't been online on here for so long ⊙⁠﹏⁠⊙ School is really draining me

Got my period o｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡ I have hella cramps but ig that's just a sign that I didn't lock in enough :/

Why do I feel like a fraud for being a "normal" weight in the wl/⭐🪽 community??

Btw if you can't handle 3d or self destructive behaviour, please don't follow me 🙏

Once I hit 40, I'm going to buy myself a pink long wig! #manifestation #motivation #Ilovemoka

I'll try to up my steps by at least 5.000 every day/every two days!! Wish me luck!!

Tw: Sh, 3d #weirdmotivation but I feel like if I can't see my inner thigh scars, it's not even remotely enough

I got on my walking pad immediately after waking up. It's been 1h :0 I'm going to do 100mins probably because I still have to go to school How I feel rn:

Balthazar Hamster in Pink Wheel

ALT: Balthazar Hamster in Pink Wheel

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I'm convinced that my parents are trying to sabotage my ⭐🪽 and my wl progress in general!!

I am going to FUCKING LOCK IN!!!!

I can't help making my mental illness(es) my whole personality. Without it, I have/am nothing

Accurate description of me every morning/every night/always

I really have to sh!t so bad but my mind won't let me go until I get the 100mins in fml

@zdoonaisbroke.bsky.social thanks sm for the spam!! (⁠☆⁠▽⁠☆⁠)

I'm relapsing

I hate my body, my weight, my mind, my face, my hair, my eyes, my hands and my family. I hate everything about me

Tw: vent (?) I made the mistake of venting to a good friend and he told me how fucked up I am..

@raincandie.bsky.social thanks for the spam ♡⁠(⁠Ӧ⁠ｖ⁠Ӧ⁠｡⁠)

My walking pad is arriving in a few days yay! (⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿⁠)

Tw: Sh I burn because bl00d makes me want to throw up. But cvtt!ng is so much easier and quicker

Ts is fire ngl

I have to go out in the next 3-4 days so I can buy monster energy. I won't survive fuckass school without it (⁠ᗒ⁠ᗩ⁠ᗕ⁠)

been bedrotting for 3-4days now

Audience so full of gooners I had to post this ಥ⁠_⁠ಥ Translation: Stop sexualising me! I like women!!