i get so grumpy when i realize i need something that i have packed away from me somewhere and might be better off just buying a new one in the interim. this is about a boar bristle brush because my hair is frizzy today and it's making me whine
miel @ catgirl city (7.3)
@miel.honeyviolets.gay
🇨🇦🏳️🌈🔞 she/him, demigirl lesbian & himejoshi. i love catgirls and moogles and art and storytelling and yuri ❌ anti-AI artist. i only post on here right now.
awhile back i had to cut my hair a bit shorter than i like (kind of a long fluffy wolf cut like situation) bc it was kinda difficult to manage & the ponytail cutting trick made it easy to do in the trailer but the longest layers are back to armpit length again... i didn't notice bc they curl up
when i remember that the average otokoyaku is surely shorter than me even in heels i have to quickly recalibrate my fantasies while watching shows but its okay. i like short kings too
i like being tall nowadays but i wish i could turn into a pixie sometimes. i wanna be a faerie that can change size at will
i should get ebooks of my art books in storage... i kinda wanna reread mccloud's understanding comics / reinventing comics again. i think it's in in reinventing where he talks about the exciting multimedia experience possibilities that arise with internet accessibility. stuff like music, animations
i still think of myself as an animation/sakuga & sequential art nerd first and foremost but if you look at a list of what i've watched over the past 2 years it's SUPER heavily skewed towards live action cinema. but film cinematography and boarding can translate to animation and both impact comics...
also thought "jeeeeez these tits ARE fat" while posing a bit like i forgot or had doubt
was feeling yucky and gonna drag myself into shower to rinse off humidity grime and shampoo my hair and got distracted looking in the mirror for a minute like "woah... you ARE pretty. be nicer to yourself". i wish this experience for everyone who has ever felt insecure with your preferred compliment
miss dua lipa may have given us "go girl give us nothing!" but she's gotten better choreo and her music has been consistently solid and fun from debut (imo) and is an extremely cool author interviewer who asks compelling questions... i love a pop diva with growth & depth
millions must read sal jiang's ayaka is in love with hiroko
i love to make things and think about making things and wonder what someone was maybe thinking when they made something...
macklemore is based for a lot of reasons but a small one i'm grateful for is putting me on mary lambert when he featured her on same love. she's got a beautiful voice & i remember really resonating with her spoken word poetry too but haven't revisited it in a long while
if i ever won the lottery i would try to be quiet about it but there would be signs and they would look like this youtu.be/R-8JNAmv6s8
I collect hobbies (The Brothers Bloom)
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i only got like 2 hours sleep so if anyone uses a stern tone of voice towards me i'll cry at the drop of a hat today
youtube algorithm saw me watching so many plus size fashion diys that it threw some about being fat & trying to lose weight at me. BEGONE i wish to stay fat and be happy AND stylish and cute
i can't find ones i'm happy with >:( but i did find lots of tutorials to paint or use metal leaf or mod podge to makeover boots. and even a course for making your own from scratch. so i yearn for crafting once again
miel @ catgirl city (7.3)@miel.honeyviolets.gay · 2d agoalso godddd. i want pink cowboy boots. surely someone is making those in a wide calf women's 12
something i could get next for my little clubhouse spot is a footrest or something that lets me put my legs up. one that doubles as storage would be really nice, i could keep stuff like my controller and tablet in there... tucked away safe 🥺
even if my overall life situation is kind of stifling and frustrating and limiting i'm getting back into a feeling of building stability and routines that are good for me and that's so nice 😭 i'm just all happy that i drew today
i wanna get more into perfume... there is a charm to being "femme who mostly uses men's soaps and not much else" but i also want to smell like a sugary bakery. i miss the vanilla creme brulee glitter lotion that i realized was causing eczema flares so bad
i got hit with a blast of anxious worry and glanced at the time and seeing 9:02 pm was like - it didn't instantly end it. but it did help me to go "that's not a real feeling. it's a 'mentally ill & awake past 9pm' feeling" at myself
lrp made me light up, i miss seeing gyaru bedroom mirror coords...
minor concern: i don't spend enough time on feeds that show reposts and thus when i'm scrolling bsky aimlessly i'm not seeing a constant stream of fanart i could shyly say "us...?" about
i forgot that the downsides to being back on my meds is Hunger Signals GONE & The Sweats
i had a bunch of calendar events listed for one day, so many it needed me to click to show all, and i'd forgotten what they were, and one was just "ovulating probably". i really did get so embarrassed i was like "i need to know exactly when this is going to happen to me so i can go into hiding"
"Racing Heart Sandwich" isn't giving "racehorse name" so much as "awkwardly translated doujin title", i fear
Luke Ontario@coolhand.bsky.social · 5mo agoLow Libido Beef Burrito
