Miles O'Toole

@milesotoole.bsky.social

Male 35+ NSFW audio performer - Minors DNI - Age in bio or I block.

Fun facts about me: I cannot tell a llama from an alpaca I have a 95% record of dropping food on my shirt at meals My least favorite thing to eat with "cheese" in the name is cheese cloth I am incapable of recognizing Amy Addams I one injured myself eating a baked potato

Growing up I didn’t have a car, my friends (male and female) drove me everywhere. I guess I was a passenger princess? Also, I must have been cute or something. Actually most likely because I was funny.

I am thinking of purging things. It’s hard. My OCD wants me to keep things. My heart feels like I am gutting it. I am removing things I bought to fill the holes. Things that made me feel like I had control. What happens when they are gone? What do I do? Will I have intrusive thoughts I can’t stop?

Hurt my back yesterday so I decided to skip a concert tonight. While doing dishes I had a spasm and “pop” that dropped me to my knees. Good thing I wasn’t at the show when that happened.

"I think I'm old, and I'm feeling pain," you said "And it's all running out like it's the end of the world," you said "And it's so cold, it's like the cold if you were dead" And then you smiled for a second

I hope all of you are doing well and have peace and self awareness that helps envelop you in the warm mental and emotional hugs to make you feel like you belong, that you are loved, that you have a purpose, and that you should stay