Milla

@milvatare.bsky.social

New beginnings- leaving X behind but @milkabi there Too much coffee Books Games Described as formidable Curls up nicely Not powered by AI, probably

So good to be back in London, even for a few days. I didn't realise how much I miss it until I returned after being away for almost 5 years. It truly is one of the best cities in the world and I miss living here (or in a very close proximity).

The anxiety and panic are very strong in the last few days, having to deal with health issues of a loved one...Right now I am just existing and thats enough.

This is the first morning in a month where I dont have to do anything and I can just stay in bed and watch tv. Somw of it iw because I am finally on a break and some is because I am coming down with the dreaded lurgies.

There are moments in life when... sometimes something transformational happens and its hard to put the emotions into words..this is one of those moments when my heart is ready to burst because I know inwas a part of something wonderful. I have not yet made sense of it all, so its just feeling it.

Had a very intense travel for work week and I am exhausted, did not get much sleep or a break, with an intense schedule and meetings. Had a few hours of sleep and rest and back to work. No rest for the wicked.

Had a shitty day at work, where my confidence at what I donwas severely shaken. Only to have a former student contact me out of the blue to tell me how much he appreciated having me as a lecturer and how much I helped him to grow. I am now in tears.

am.now

With the latest UK news, it seems I have about 4 years to pack my bags. If you think it won't happen,well...Yesterday, it was Brexit, today is people with ILR, tomorrow, dual citizens. Growing up in a communist country I learnt one lesson. Nothing lasts forever. Live accordingly.

After I spent a month in a sunny, hot climate, I am now struggling to adapt being back on the UK 🌧 I usually love autumn but this year I am not ready to say goodbye ro summer yet. I qm notnready to swap my iced matcha latte to pumpkin spice late either.