Mira Misaki (三崎未羅)
@miramisaki.bsky.social
Fan artist and aspiring voice actress. Enjoyer of Charlemagne (FGO) and Lancelot (GBF). 日本語もOK!
There's the part of me that wants to say screw it and just follow my dreams out of spite, but I'm so fatigued all the time that it's hard to think about it in concrete steps. There's plenty of things I'd like to do, like voice acting and fiction writing, but I'm at a loss to even start.
Heck, I can't even imagine WORKING anymore. I barely have the energy to feed myself or do fun things and you want me to work a 40 hour work week?? Everything feels like a sick joke, and we're the punchline.
It's so hard to imagine a future right now. We're in the middle of a war nobody wants, AI is gutting the economy and making everything worse, and I can't even hardly get myself out of bed to do the things I find fun anymore. I can't even imagine making enough money to move out of my parents' house.
Really the only things I can get myself out of bed for are streaming with Kaz on Wednesdays and Fire Emblem Fridays. I'm for sure failing one of my classes and will have to bust my butt to pass the other one. I don't know what I want to do anymore.
Life has not been very bueno lately. Not really sure what to do about it. Haven't had the energy to get out of bed most days until well into the afternoon. Feels like there's a wall in my head wherever I try to think about working on schoolwork.
なんか最近元気がないな... ご飯を作る元気がないし、用事がない時以外は大体寝てるし、絵を描く気力もない... ゲームはギリ出来るけどそれもつまらなくなってる一方だ... 頭の中で推しキャラをシチュエーションに巻き込む気力さえ薄れてゆく...
