I have some plans of what I would like to start doing. 1. Stream more regularly. 2. Get some art of various things. 3. Find people willing to help with the new hunt club I'm making. 4. Travel to some cons. 5. Enjoy life a little more.

It's weird knowing I'm effectively retired if I want to be. Still getting used to that. Going to have to celebrate when the money comes in.

Buying this for a new pillow.

@missabbysynth.bsky.social showed me Peak last night, so there for i too must show you peak ,thick ass muscle BBW gamera claymation glory. www.youtube.com/watch?v=rNTf... fucking love shit like this as like man shit is just cool as well as just being funny as hell.

Big Mommy Gamera and Gezora Animations

YouTube video by Muscle Goddesses

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Just watched Evil Dead Burn. Really good and had me squirming from the gore the entire time. And the after credits made me squeal on delight.

I promise I'll get back to streaming soon. Just working on leveling and getting things set. Thank you all for everything in supporting me in this time. Love you all

Knowing I only have a little longer of living broke is a great feeling. Just waiting on things to hit my bank account.

Waking up today and I feel excited for things to come. Hasn't been like that in a while.

I never thought I would be so happy to say I'm unemployed

Don't worry. I'm going to invest quite a bit for safety. Just having fun thinking of things. I've never been able to think about these things. It's been so long since I had any economic freedom. It's just nice to dream about being a bit fun ❤️

Miss Abby Synth@missabbysynth.bsky.social · 2d ago

I asked last week what you would do with $10K because I thought that was the max I'd get. Now, knowing that I greatly underestimated, what would you do with $35K that you didn't have to use on bills, or anything else?

I asked last week what you would do with $10K because I thought that was the max I'd get. Now, knowing that I greatly underestimated, what would you do with $35K that you didn't have to use on bills, or anything else?

I'm fucking free.

In addition to this, two things 1. I walked out of my job. They've been treating me like shit since I filed a transphobia complaint. 2. They rated me effective since 10/5/2025, so I get $35,000 coming to me shortly. I need to breathe.

I got 100 percent from the VA. I'm crying

Happy Monday everyone <3 Trying to keep my brain positive for this week <3

Sorry for quiet. Stress is just at an all time high. Anxiety is bad. It'll be set soon though.

I want to do a stream where I just knock and request a co-stream on everyone I know.

How do you go about recovering from people who hurt you?

More people should be exposed to Cop Rock. youtu.be/gLm5Sn1cMyQ?...

Cop Rock - Let's Be Careful Out There.mpg

YouTube video by Thomas Campbell

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I really want to play with an uncut cock at some point because I want to see if I can blow the foreskin up like a balloon. Don't you fucking judge me.

Something on my mind tonight is the fact that I've given away a lot of my stuff due to depressive behaviors. Literally, all my fursuit stuff, two VR headsets among so much else. And most of the people didn't ask why I was. My therapist pointed out this was a way of me trying to buy people.

Being offline is good for me today. Love you all1

Good morning! I'm still a ball of stress, but going to try to stay offline for a bit to not think about it, or compulsively check the VA site every 10 minutes lol

Just thinking about if I got 100 percent I would never have to ask for help again financially. I really hope it happens.

I'm sorry. I know I've been saying this all week, but the stress on waiting for this to progress is too much to try and stream. I'm literally going to try to chill and not think tonight. Hopefully I'll know by tomorrow.

Still waiting. Work sucks while I'm this anxious.

I swear if I have a denial after all this, I'm literally going to break

Oh god. I'm shaking.

If I get 100 percent, it would be utterly life changing.

My anxiety is through the roof. The VA claim is almost done.