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being thrown away as a kid has long-term effects, who knew! the threat of layoffs among other things also hits this sore point of believing myself a burden first and foremost before anything else and needing to prove that i am allowed to occupy space based on my perceived worth.
i am so used to being self-deprecating in my words that i truly don't realize how much it comes out. brought to you by surprise "don't be so hard on yourself" response at work where i thought i was laying down facts and not putting myself down. but apparently not??
the plus side of doing things no one else wanted to at work is that i can continue down the spiral of i'm bad at everything but i CAN argue that i'm still better than no one being here at all. =v=)
/sits down to take a breather /immediately gets pinged to do more work at least the comedic timing is impeccable
i think i finally finished handling today's fires......... one of it because i forgot to change one character though ooough
"I'm trying to stop the apocalypse." . . . 13 Sentinels: Aegis Rim | start.exe
a fashion illustration I did for Vanilla Extract -- a fan Vanillaware Zine celenbrating their 20th Anniversary. Featuring girls from Odin Sphere, Grim Grimoire, Oboro Muramasa, and 13 Sentinels: Aegis Rim. See it here: https://mycelinet.itch.io/vanilla-extract-zine
INHALES...ok. i will go test this code now and wait for messages from anyone who needs me to barge in with the fire extinguisher. at least for those that need me to respond under high time pressure i don't have to deal with these convos (usually).
i won't hold it against someone for being wooed by the marketing of these chatbots, but it terrifies me how willingly so many end up giving it their trust. and even when they clarify they are being careful actually seeing them "work" with it makes me so uneasy.
i am crying inside i am trying to review the logic in this code but the person keeps going to his chatbot to try to explain it JUST SHOW ME THE CODE OMFG
saw an ant queen scavenging with the rest of her army for the first time today. also saved a spider trapped in the sink.
i have an 8am meeting tomorrow and i can feel my headache worsening so it is bedtime for me. i didn't draw yaoi for my timezone yjh day but cuddling is scandalous enough so it's all good /o/
i love how side story drops that chapter on yjh's birthday and the comments are just CHAKKANIM???? meanwhile sns is just 🥳🥳🥳 i miss their cheeky comments so much /orv side story
i forgot to eat ah i am sinking deep into my old unhealthy salaryman habits again, huh
missed a step in the procedure while trying to do two other procedures awawawa they didn't yell at me but it's very oh shit that was my fault so i'm like qvq
rest time wikipedia reading led me down the prion disease rabbit hole again and i'm like...but why though. how did i end up here.
uwehhh coworker was like i can handle these three panic emails take your break crying i think i'm very incompetent so i deeply appreciate the support...
90% of my meds ruin my appetite so i know this is my one open time i can eat lunch but i really don't want to even though i can feel the dizziness returning uweh o(-<