MoltenDoesStuff

@moltendoesstuff.bsky.social

20yo trans artist with AuDHD. Huge fan of Rain World :> MINORS DNI🔞

Y’know, maybe other people not reaching out to talk to me is them having trouble initiating conversations, and NOT them secretly hating me and hoping I never message them again. Maybe things are actually just completely fine between me and all my friends.

I never know if I’m doing the friend thing correctly. Like am I overwhelming them if I talk to them too often? Do I make them sad if I don’t reach out for a few days? Do they even really care about these things? Are they just happy to speak to me whenever? I’m bad at reading people so I never know.

Everything seems to be going right in my life. I'm in school, I’m making good money at my job, I’ve been officially prescribed with HRT, I’m making new friends, and I’m finally having some peace and quiet away from my dad. so why am i still so unbelievably unhappy?

You guys ever have that moment when you look back on something you did on the internet and think “Damn, that was only 5 days ago?” I feel like things have been moving super slowly for me. Stuff that happened a week or so ago feels like ancient history at this point😖