Tragedy fuels fascination. Fascination fuels people. People fuel the media. The media fuels tragedy. Understand?

But a poem is never actually finished. It just stops moving.

Thanks for all your support. Unfortunately, I won’t be here much longer. I know you’ll be able to move on without me. That’s the nature of the internet. Take care of yourselves. For me?

To everybody who loved me, I'm so sorry. To everybody that didn't, see you on the front page.

I GOT CELLOPHANE WRAPPED AROUND THE LINING OF MY THROAT / IF YOU EVER HEAR ME BREATHING, THEN THAT BREATHING IS A JOKE / PLEASE, BE NICE TO ME AND I WILL DO EXACTLY WHAT I'M TOLD

I LIKE LYING TO MYSELF THAT I LIKE EVERYONE I MEET / IT'S A FUNNY LITTLE CYCLE, DO IT WHILE I FALL ASLEEP / IF I DO IT EVERY DAY AND I DO IT EVERY WEEK / THEN I MIGHT JUST BECOME A BETTER MAN YOU WANTED OUT OF ME

Tragedy fuels fascination. Fascination fuels people. People fuel the media. The media fuels tragedy. Understand?

My channel is all I have. Making videos is my escape and my torture. My most healthy coping mechanism, yet my most egregious form of emotional self harm.

Tried to take it out on myself, didn't have the same effect.

Shitty hair, cause I didn't get to sleep / I just wanna feel alive but I feel like such a creep / Wanna be such a pretty girl that everybody loves me / But I can't shake the feeling that everyone's above me

When nothing matters at all, you can do anything.

おやすみ、おやすみ / Close your eyes and you'll leave this dream / おやすみ、おやすみ / I know that it's hard to do

Now I'm bitter, now I'm better / Angry, but I know the truth / You all hurt me, you all hate me / This is what you made me do

D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E / That's all I'll ever be

Born to die, I'm taking you too, how much damage can I do?

''And so it came to pass,'' / That I am never looking back.

Yes, my house is haunted / That's the way I want it

With friends like these, who needs enemies?

Hands (Hands!) of time will wring my neck / Every little moment spells regret

おやすみ、おやすみ / Close your eyes and you'll leave this dream / おやすみ、おやすみ / I know that it's hard to do

You'll live forever tonight.

But a poem is never actually finished. It just stops moving.

There's a ghost in my home / But it's better than being alone

I GOT CELLOPHANE WRAPPED AROUND THE LINING OF MY THROAT / IF YOU EVER HEAR ME BREATHING, THEN THAT BREATHING IS A JOKE / PLEASE, BE NICE TO ME AND I WILL DO EXACTLY WHAT I'M TOLD

D-I-S-P-O-S-A-B-L-E / That's all I'll ever be

You hurt me, you hurt me / But it's all okay / Because I love you anyway

''And so it came to pass,'' / That I am never looking back.

Believe me, darling / The stars were made for falling

My whole existence is flawed / You get me closer to god

Now I'm bitter, now I'm better / Angry, but I know the truth / You all hurt me, you all hate me / This is what you made me do