got a hairbrained scheme in my head where i use my fursona as a streamer persona (nothing changes) but that would involve more money than i have and infinitely more energy than i have

do you think that guy has been dead long enough that i can rename an adoptable i got 'kirke' or should that statute of limitations run a bit longer

sometimes you see a 'top 100 anime songs' list that is so dogshit you have to make one yourself

i love seeing a cool as fuck anime opening and then im met with this. like girl i should have known

at the barn :)

finally finished lostbelt 5 after dropping the game because of it like 5 years ago. worst experience in my life but now i get to see my son oberon who has never done anything wrong in his life

genuinely why are people so fucking opposed to not gendering genitalia lol

i ghosted an ex-friend once to cut her off and it still eats at me to this day and even if i know it was for the best (my inability to be firm on my convictions would have had me roll over the second she got sad) i don't know how people just. do this. easily. and often? its been 5 years and it sux

my wife who hates me and wonders why she is less far in our elden ring randomizer race: im not putting anything into vigor because i want to hit things more (stamina) me, who has beaten the base game and is now laying in her bed: are you a fucking idiot

i think people who have no empathy towards people who require accessibility or adjusted assistance should get their legs broken for a few months and see how it feels when people dont accommodate for their broken legs

'hows it going' oh you know. going.

why are people so obsessed with their choices mattering in video games. was your first video game bioware cuz if it was im sorry. why cant ppl enjoy a linear narrative anymore

watching people talk about one of my Special Interests and be blatantly and confidently wrong and having to bite my desk because i don't want to get into fights with people i dont know because they're stupid

pussy doctor is so easy. 3 minutes in the cooch and i get to go buy trinkets from the kitschy little shop next door

found a grey pubic hair.... getting old is crazy

just a reminder that for my mental health (severe ocd) i don't look at my timeline and only see my wife's posts... if anything has been going on and i haven't responded/reacted and it makes me seem like a total dickbag please know i literally just havent seen it jkfdhgkdsf FEEL FREE TO @ ME STUFF

so frustrated about misconceptions people have about how writing teams work on media properties but i know if i say anything i'll just get told to shut up lol. im tired!

i love being irritated at things i just have no reason to be irritated about. but im tired

my dentist of 30 years is retiring :( i feel silly for crying about it lol

oh yeah it is me and @samielherbei.bsky.social 's 6th anniversary today :) everyone say yaaaaay

home from vacation and immediately thrown into a bunch of appointments has me feeling like

every time i get jealous about someone living in nz/aus i just remind myself that they are complete omelas countries and the aboriginal population is that kid they lock in a cellar lol

seeing the lesbian flag attributed as 'the sapphic flag' and killing myself in front of everyone

i have a bad feeling im going to need the iron infusions haha.... :(

nothing feels quite as dumb as having to send your eggs back in a restaurant because the whites arent cooked and hearing the chef complain about your order and then crying in public lol

kind of wish people were more willing to admit they just have trouble with game mechanics sometimes vs 'i sucked at this so the game is bad' lol... like i love sekiro but i am terrible at it. but the game is still good just because i have trouble engaging in the mechanics

you really do not understand how much you can't live without a person until you are trapped in a hell vacation for 2 weeks without them

crazy how i’m not overstimulated by fireworks in the slightest but i have to keep leaving the living room because eating is Peak Socializing and my mom and my aunt just cannot seem to stop doing it around me with their mouths open despite knowing i have misophonia and have known for years