Deed 💙 Pettigrew

@mtc-d.bsky.social

🚫16+ Only🚫 💀Goth / Alt. • 21+ • She/Her • C-PTSD but thriving • MTN Dew + Monster Connoisseur🍸 • Gore + Horror + Disturbing Media Lover🔪🩸• Wannabe Content Creator 🖤♥️ @practicallysilver.bsky.social stole my heart n left kidney♥️🖤

Just as a heads up, despite the time it's taken to go through and make everything, a lot of this is all really hitting me, like Now. Apologies if I'm not entirely there for a bit or if I seem off, I still need to recover, but I'm trying to do so as fast as possible.

Livestream has been postponed but rest assured, these ashes will be sifted thru n I will update you all when that occurs 🫡

Deed 💙 Pettigrew@mtc-d.bsky.social · 9mo ago

Today our good Homie @princeloudenvt.bsky.social will be live, sifting thru more of the ashes by covering Part 2 of the Hellfire that's been our life. He was a huge help + support during all this so it means a lot to hear his input as a former SCC member ❤️‍🔥 www.twitch.tv/theeprincelo...

I apologize if I vent here for a bit but I just want to say something that's been bothering me regarding Donnie (Donnimation) 🧵 CW// Mentions of Self-Harm, predatory behavior, and grooming

I genuinely thought that Donnie loved me and considered me a friend. I was there for him during the times he needed it the most. I've known him since the Skype days, and I've always stood by him for a very, very long time. Apparently, I meant fuck all to him.

I deeply apologize to those who were affected by our video or those mentioned within it. Me and Deed were hurt deeply, and the only people we wanted to feel that same hurt were those in the Cloud Palace thread. We never intended anyone else to feel that.

i already had it publicly read out so ive got no particular issue publicising my experience with donnie, its a real pain in the ass that i had to go back through our dms in order to remember this all sorta wish i did at the time tbh docs.google.com/document/d/1...

statement about donnie

Real quick just taking my anonymity outback and killing it, names light. Listening to the stream i decided to write up something quick about my experience to the best of my memory but to be honest im...

docs.google.com

Back when I gave my testimony for the Rae Doc, I thought I was helping other voices be heard n give people the courage to speak up. Little did I know my story was used for nefarious and malicious reasons Now in 2025 I'm doing what I wished to do all those years ago for the victims of Donnie